Diary: 12th Febuary 2005

Today I woke up with flu. I slept only at 3.15 am. I was talking to a dear friend nobody has ever opened me up like that before. I spoke of one of my problems with her. She was quite a therapist, at lest she help me in the right direction. My flu was not that bad I knew it was because of not enough of sleep UI woke up at 8-ish to send my grand mum off. It was Saturday and u got to begin your day with Saturday morning cartoons. Mum was busy in the kitchen cooking. I wasn’t really in the mood for lunch so I had a short nap instead. I woke up just in time for tea; I sipped my tea and taught about work, planning up my strategies of what to do when I head back to work this coming Tuesday. I wish I brought my gold book along.

Mum cooked pasta for diner, not really appetizing but food is food we respect it. Its something mum always taught it we show food respect and we will always have abundance of it. I’ve seen out of experience people who show food respect does tend to have problem getting food on the table. It’s an Indian thing I guess….

Who do you think is the poet of our time? Forget T. S. Elliot of E. E. Cummings. Who do you think can connect to us with his or her poetry? You guys must be thinking who reads poetry anymore right. But poetry is everywhere the music that you listen to is poetry in its own form. To me Robbie Williams writes poetry wonderfully, he is actually a man of substance. People call him eccentric and a big lump of ego but aren’t all artist like that. His poetry isn’t all about love it’s about his life and how he feels. I leave you here with one of his best works

"Old Before I Die"
She's taking me places
I should never have been
She's showin' me faces
I should never have seen
Well these are strange days we're livin' in today
Cest la vie I say

I hope I'm old before I die
I hope I live to relive the days gone by
I hope I'm old before I die
But tonight I'm gonna live for today
So come along for the ride
I hope I'm old before I die

She's not feeling stable
She's unable to breathe
Her heart's beating faster
So I'll ask her to leave
These are strange days we're livin' in today
Am I straight or gay

I hope I'm old before I dieI
hope I live to see the day
The pope gets high
I hope I'm old before I die
Well tonight I'm gonna live for today
So come along for the ride
I hope I'm old before I die

Well these are strange days we're livin' in today
Cest la vie I say, I say, I say
I hope I'm old before I die
I hope I live to relive the days gone by
I hope I'm old before I die
But tonight I'm gonna live for today
So come along for the ride
I hope I'm old before I die
Old before I die
Old before
Old before
Old before I die
Old before I die

Diary: 11th Febuary 2005

I woke up at 4.20 am; my lil snooze apparently was transformed to a long nap. I tossed and turned for awhile. I got up to watch some TV, once out I remembered my grand mum was still here and was using the living room. I had a glass of cold water instead. I went back to bed tossing and turning but I couldn’t get back to bed. There was nothing much I could do and I didn’t know anyone up at that time EXCEPT for Anne. I sms-ed her and we chatted for sometime till I fell back in slumber. I woke up back at 8.30 all geared up for my events today. I planned this day. I assumed I would be stuck in the house for the last 2 days so I would need a breather, although I didnt need one I still decided to go through with the plan.

I left the home at bout 9.00 and reached KLCC at bout 9.30. The cinema wasn’t open till 10, so I stood with my book at hand till it open. I promised Melman that I would watch Constantine with him but I was too eager to wait for him, so I decided to go watch it by myself. I caught the 10.30 flick. As I was still early I headed to Isetan to get a gift for my Directors function tonight. I decided to get his a bottle of wine. I headed back to the cinema, I stopped by the concession stand before heading in since it was a morning flick sodas and popcorn was out of the questions, I got orang juice and cheezel’s instead. I had a nice corner seat.

The movie had all the elements it needed for a good movie; Keanu Reeves plays John Constantine very well. Rachel Weis…. well she was edible yum yum. The story is about exorcism and the coming of the son of Satan (dats all I will say). I’m very intrigued with anything to do with my religion (Catholism). It all began in high school when they were teaching the Renaissance, and the things that happen during that time. The church used to sell forgiveness just to build a basilica (big ass church) of great magnificent. I did ask myself why the priest did such a thing after pondering it just popped to me their only human just like u and me. I’ve learned that my religion hold many secrets which it doesn’t want the public to know. I know you must be thinking I’ve read the Da’Vinci’s code far too many times but please do humor me. What ever the secrets that lie in my religion I will still stand in beliefs.

Like I was saying I was quite curious what my religion has to hide. I don’t go seeking for it as I’m to afraid to find out but I let it come to me for example I found out that the bible that we read is actually a censored book, meaning to say there are addition 6-7 books not included in the bible. Why??? I know why if your interested go find for the truth.


After the movie I headed to SFC for lunch, the guys still remember me. They asked where I’ve been so I had to explain. I had a roast chicken sandwich with a hot cup of English Breakfast Tea. I sat and eat my sandwich, I told myself I’m starting to behave like a foreigner. I finished my lunch and continued reading my book while enjoying my cup of tea. I decided to head back home to rest before my evening event.

I met Lenny at Bangsar LRT Station sharp 6.30. We were discussing about stuff that was happening in our life. Prabu Deva Hits were playing at the background, we sang along to our favorite hits like songs from Love Birds, etc. We found our way to my director’s house. I felt very out of place when i reached his living area why because it was just like in the movie 2 black dudes in a white neighborhood. Anybody saw the Robin Family cookout how the black folks were coming to the white community; well that’s how I felt two black niggas in the wrong place. Each house was designed differently. I and Lenny was the 1st to arrive. My director came to welcome us. He showed us his 2.6 million ringgit house. He house is very nice with nice carpet grass and a small gazebo. Soon after we reached Logen, Saira, Jaya, Azis arrived. We all sat in the gazebo talking and making jokes. My directors brought us beer for us to drink… we were like O.K., what’s going on here.

We soon adjourned for dinner with a wide spread of dishes. There was 3 types of sate, tomato prawns, fried chicken, wanton and more I just concentrated on the sate. As it was a free flow we indulged ourselves. For desert we had ice kacang which was quite tasty. Me and the guys were making jokes and doing office gossip. At about 9.30 we left. The night was very hot and all the beer we consumed was just doing us no good. I hoped it rains and It sure did.

Diary: 10th Febuary 2005

I woke up with beeping sounds from my hand phone. It was all my morning info. I guess it was 10 when I woke up, I layed in bed reading all my messages news, my Fung Shui, my almanac. There was something unsettling in me like a spirit of its own, it wanted to get out. I just had the urge to leave the house. I washed up and headed to the barber for a lil snip, snip. Andrew apparently had already gone to get his hair cut. I enjoyed my walk to the barber; the sun was bit hot but something any true Malaysian could handle. Nowadays there are so many fakers who complain they can’t take the weather I ask u where the hell you have been, last I checked you never left the country. Remember when we were schooling where the damn assembly was on the hot sun, I didn’t hear anyone complain.

The barber shop was quite empty; surprisingly I guess everyone is off for the holidays. I’ve been going to that place ever since me seven. I know these peeps and these peeps know me. As much I would like it to be like the movie but it’s just a barber shop. I got my cut and shave. I didn’t want to head home so fast the restless spirit still was in control of me. I decided to head to the train station. I met Shanti at the LRT station, last I met her I thin she was standard 5 I guess; now she is a beautiful butterfly. We had a short conversation as my stop was the first. She was telling me how her Dad was.

Hey I guess Dad always looking out for her lil girl. One of my good friend came up with a theory on how to bring up a daughter. Fathers are quite close to their daughters till the day they become a ‘woman’ that is when they start to drift away from them. It is there we make the mistake, the father should still continue showering his daughter with love, etc. You might ask me if my friend is married a have kids of her own well the answer is wrong but her theory seems quite solid unless someone likes to disapprove it.

I headed to Parkson to at the Mall to do lil scouting. I found a pair of ¾ pants which was on sale, I bought it. This will go to my Redang trip apparel. I headed to the supermarket to do lil investigating (will tell U later bout some other time). I bought 2 box of chocolates one for my mum another for Peggy when I go and visit her. I called her and she was at home she called me to come over. I headed to Peggy’s place; Yogi was there to greet me. I gave the chocolates to her and we began to talk. It’s been a while I’ve seen that lady. Old age has taken her. She currently works to support the family I think or just to pass the time away. I learned that Uncle has just survived from fits, she didn’t really one to talk bout it so I let that go.

I sat and watched Jams Bond with the family it brought me back to old times of how we really used to be. I can remember be at that home watching a movie, doing assignment or just lazing around, there was always food. Peggy used to make it lot d of dishes my favorite would be ‘Flour kuih’ of pan mee. She would make it every Saturday for lunch and I would be there. I left the house bout 2.30 and headed back home. It was far too late to have lunch so I decided to skip it. Mum and grand mum were at home watching something on TV. I headed to my room. I decided to watch Bride and Prejudice, staring Aishwarya Rai and other British actors. It was a good movie; imagine a Hindi movie in English. That’s what it was, I think they were going for a Bombay Dream effect but they did fall short. I can’t remember reading Pride and Prejudice nor do I remember the storyline of the movie (Hugh Grant acted in it). Aish as always mesmerizing with her eyes. It’s a VCD/DVD movie not a thing I would pay RM10 to go see the cinema.

I spent the evening in front of the PC writing my blog and just fiddling on it. At about 6 I watched TV and caught up with my cartoons. Mum has a problem with me watching cartoons, I haven’t grown up I keep telling her. Mum feed Alex and Andrew for dinner. I honestly felt jealous. Its not that I wanted to be fed, she didn’t ask me if I wanted to be… jealousy bad thing….

I watched the American Idol, I love the relationship Simon and Paula have. They argument one minute and then their best friends just like me and Shelly. But you’ll never see me pulling Shelly for a kiss. I left to my room at bout 9 as mum and grand mum wanted to watch their Tamil serial. I was in my room reading the Rule of Four, a must get for all those who are bit cultured and loves a mystery novel. While reading I fell fast asleep.

Diary: 9th Febuary 2005

Its CNY today and also Ash Wednesday. You guys wondering what’s Ash Wednesday’s all about well it’s the only day we look like Hindu’s with ashes on our fore-head. Hahaha. Just Kidding Guys, Ash Wednesday marks the beginning of the 40 days of lent. We are supposed to do some kind of sacrifice during these 40days. Not allot of people do any sacrifice anymore some still do continue the tradition, my GM doesn’t smoke from 9 – 6, ever since I knew him he has always done that for the lent season. I haven’t decided myself what I would like to give up. Where do I Begin?????

I had a relatives gathering today, Mum was having a Christmas after Party talk about bad timing. Aunt B, Michelle and Mama was first to arrive. Mama bought some Laddu and some Jelabees my fav. Aunty Pat, Gerald and lil Michael arrived; the house was noisy after that. Mum cooked a feast. She cooked briyani rice, char siew pork, fried chicken, beef rending, and cabbages. While we were having lunch Uncle Tony and His family arrived. We all had lunch I wasn’t that hungry. I seem to be having a different taste for food these days. I seem to want western food than Malaysian cuisine. Something must be wrong with. To ensure I have not forgotten my roots I plan to have a traditional banana leaf this coming Monday, I’m going to have the whole works.

Kelvin came late, he was talking bout his new house and stuff he just got in it. Proud of his he finally got his priorities right but he is still an asshole. He kept on saying loudly that his gf is going to spend the night in his room tomorrow. Do we really need to know? Sometimes I have no clue what’s he thinking, fine he wants to show off but I guess you got to know what show off. He was also talking a lot bought his GF; Serena apparently knows my batch of people. I have no clue who she is. He kept showing of her SMS and kept asking Aunt B to reply back. Help ! ! !

I took a short nap there was too much bull shit going on. As I woke up I saw Annie having her cup of tea. All of them were looking Mum and Dads Anniversary video… luckily it w the last part. My grandma was staying over the next couple of days. I was planning to have late night sleeps but I guess I can throw it down the drain. She likes to sleep in the hall where the TV is. I stayed in my room. The night was quite hot, I was watching Meet the Fockers, it was very funny. I couldn’t sleep so I spent the night in the cyber world. I was at my PA forum. Anne and Cynthia were online to keep me company. Cynthia was finishing her assignment and we gossip about family matters. She is the only person on my father’s side that I really can relate too. She is so down to earth, honest & a good friend.

Diary: 8th Febuary 2005

It’s the Eve of CNY, practically my department is empty all already on leave. I came in as usual to work but I found myself to playful to work. I had breakfast with Paul I didn’t have anything heavy just a cup of coffee. The whole morning was wasted with doing nothing and checking on personal stuff. I and Lenny had lunch at Purnama’s again which Hasmida joined. We had a long lunch break and a cornetto ice cream for desert. After lunch we got an email from our Administrator saying that company has declared half day and all of the staff can go back at 3p.m.

Sharp 3 we left the office. I and Lenny first headed to Bangsar to check out the liquer price so we could buy them for our redang trip. We scouted around and noticed that the priced have been hiked a bit must be because of the CNY celebrations. We met Cindy as we entered TMC. She has done her hair bit she still looks the same. After scouting of the price Lenny and I headed to see Jeevan at his office. Off to Sri Petaling we went, we picked him up and headed back down to KL. Along the way I was in stitches as he joked around on Lenny’s expense. I have never laughed so much like that for a very long time. I had hic-cups because of that.

We headed to Mydins at Masjid India (Lil India). The place has been given a face lift some stores but just a brand new look. We parked our car in Semua House and headed over to Mydin. Lenny wanted to get a pot for his new plant, the lucky bamboo. Again Jeevan was with his quick quirky remark which kept all of us in stitches. It’s nice for once to take a back seat and just laugh. Jeevan was kind enough to treat us a drink. I had coconut water which tasted quite refreshing. It cured my Hic-cups too.

Lenny was still thirsty so we took the car and headed to Jalan Pudu near the temple. We parked some place up there and headed to a Indian restaurant next to the temple. Lenny and Jeevan had a lite snack after that we headed our separate ways. I decide to take my chance and see if Petaling Street was open ad It was. I took the liberty to browse around the place. I saw luggage’s being sold at a very cheap price I wanted to get it but my Almanac aid I should save for a rainy day.

I met Anne for diner AGAIN, this time I got to know her lil better. We had dinner at Nandos I enjoyed my meal very much but I don’t think Anne enjoyed hers. Anne if you’re reading this I know another place you will definitely enjoy.

Diary: 7th Febuary 2005

No one was in the mood to work today except for the designers, datelines await them. Lester didnt join our rountine Monday Meetings, it was very laid back and everyone was laughing. Production in office has been stopped as there is only 2 work day. I and Lenny had lunch with Sacchin today he was telling me that he is planning to get married in July. Evryone is getting married. Sacchin is such a character, he met his fiance on the net. They have been chatting online for the past 3 years before he came down for some bussiness for 2 months. During that 2 months he courted his fiance and decided to leave Bombay and settle down here in Malaysia. His wedding will be here in Malaysia but his honeymoon will be India. He is gonna bring her over there show her everything. I met Anne for dinner today, she looked nice. We had dinner at MC Donalds, she is such a good company and a brave girl. I woke her to Masjid Jamek as we walked she talked about how guys disturbes her on the road. That lady is one of the Independant ladies I know.

Eve The Biter, Sexy isn't she. After her Tom Yam Pasta  

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Diary: 6th Febuary 2005

I woke up quite early to head myself to St John's. I came in late for mass it was the boring ol priest keeping it. There doesnt seem to be allot of people in Mass at St John's I guess theve taken their leave for the CNY break. After mass I headed back home I got the Malay Mail, I was shock to see the front cover story, it was about a Man who lost a wife and his a set of twins his 1st born. You would expect with the new technology and all pregnancy would be least of your worries. It also makes you wonder about lots of things. Now I know some ladies reading this blog is gonna say... 'See look at the amount of sacrifice we have to go to just to bring a new life' Well I do have to say yes and no to it. Man (Good ones) do take in their share as well.

Is it just me or doest it see that we dont really feel the festivals anymore. CNY doesnt seem like they I sused to feel. I think its going to be just like another day. Valentines Day is coming soon, I was in Isetan KLCC and I could see the ladies shopping for their men and men sneaking in the womans department. Its been a while since I bought any gift for a woman. Anybody wants a necklace or a bracelet. I'm buying...

I headed to the market and got myself some chee cheong fun for breakfast and some chinese kuih for mum, Mum was alone at home cleaning for our family get together on CNY day. I wonder if were celbrating it... hehehe anyway were Malaysian in it we celebrate anything. My dinner plans with Mel and the gang got canceled Nick backed down stating he is kind of busy. She sounds bit shady to me.... Mel wants to meet up for lunch tommorow lets see how that goes.

I watched Oprah they had the cast of Seinfeild which was cool. I think they were there to promote their DVD of the 1st 3 seasons. The interview was ok. One thing I noticed in the interview was the 4 of them were quite close and they missed their relationship that they had. But dont you think Oprah is kind of over rated now. Everytime she has a program she seems to be giving out stuff. I'm not saying its bad but like they say too much of a good thing isn't good for you.

Diary: 4th Febuary 2005

Ahh its a Friday but I dont really feel it as work these days is no longer layed back as it used to be everything is up to me. I was surprised to see my gals working as I came in at 6.45 to the office. Apparently they have been working since 12 midnight yesterday night. They were quite awake though, they were hungry and were waiting for the mamak stall to open downstairs. The chinese music was blaring up till about 7.30 a,.m where they headed to Purnama for breakfast. I went to the 10th floor to hang with Logen adn Paul just to check if anything was wrong.

Work was hassle no details on it as it was just incruciating. I'm practicing myself to be a vegetarian as LENT is coming soon. I need to find ways to eat healthy. Ive noticed Malaysian food is not really catered for it just take a look next time u go hve Malaysian cuisine. I'm thinking of making my own lunches to work.... well its just a taught. Me and Lenny stayed back to ensure the gals could handle their adverts. I saw they were taxing themselves so I had to cancel some adverts. It was a human move... now i know we are definately NOT gonna make it sales tis month... DAMN ! ! ! Lester has been quite uptight these last couple of days with good reason. We have been slipping up and I'm gonna make sure were not.

It was geting late and we were hungry and forgetting to eat healthy we headed to Pusat Damansara and had KFC 3 piece set with cheesy wedges. We had a massive meal and I headed back home with my book in my hand as my company along my journey. As i reached home Mel called me asking me if I wanted go hang out and have some tea. He promised me no drinking and he was in his short and wearing slipers. I taught that was safe enough but I was so wrong. He picked me up and I saw Lisa on the passenger seat. Hhmm.... fishy.

I assume we heading to a nearby mamak, then he tells me we heading to Thai Club I laugh at him assuming he was joking but apparently he wasn't. He parked the car at Rohas Perkasa and started to walk to Thai club... to my horror all of us were in our slippers but we did make a detour to Coffee Bean. At Coffee Bean we sat down and talked. I had English Breakfast Tea which Lisa made fun of as I was having it late night, but hey its my favourite tea. We chit chatted till closing time (1.30) and we left to dim sum place where we meet our high pitch lady who served us Dim Sum. We ate quite allot but I see t be bored with it now as the variesties sem to be same. Must go get some Hong Kong ones. I took along hot shower as I reached home. I initially wanted to shave the fuzz off my face but I guess its just have to wait till tomorrow

Diary: 5 Febuary 2005

I woke up at 10 there were lots of messages on my phone most of them mostly office. I took a nice long bath and started shaving. I love the Body Shop shaving cram its better than the your gilette foam. Its very smooth and it lathers up fast with just a small pinth of the solution. I was just to lazy to iron anything so I just wore an ugly T-Shirt.

I took a slow walk to the train station, and I headed to pay my bills (mostly credit cards). I finished by the 12.30 and I headed to KLCC to browse around the place. See if anything new was about. I got my toiletries at guardianand I headed to Tower records bit tempted to buy some CD's. I went to Iseatan to look for some 3/4 pants for my beach trip in Redang in March. I did find a couple but I hesitated to buy. I went to the Video shop to see anything new was about but there was nothing much. I called Sharon (my Collegues) to inform her Jazz in the City was in Tower Records. Now she needs to go get it for me... hahahaha. Why u ask, caus e I've been nice to her ad she is re-paying me back. Poor gal has come down with flu.

I headed to Sg wang at about 1. I knew I was early so I just went to Lot 10 Isetan, along the way I hear a Tehno version of Choi Sang Toh, once I reaced Isetan they were playing RnB music, believe it or not Jay Z was being played over the air. With a couple of NY songs thrown in. AS i sat reading my book at the bench and listening to Chingy go "I like the way U shake ur Right Thurr..." Mel called me, It was already 2. We were supposed to have lunch with Eve (Yes ! the one who bit me and left marks). I met him at the childrens department at Lot 10 and we headed to meet Eve, she was on th epedestrian bridge waiting for us.

Eve had fatigue written on her face, she was practicaly dragging her feet (injury). Weheaded down to Seed I had lunch there. Poor Eve was lost in the conversation as me and Mel were talking about yesterdays turn of events (left our for a reason). Mel liked my small gift I got him an Indonesian FHM which had allot of semi-nude gals. Wen will he ever grow up. Chin asked me a surprsing question. She asked me why I called Sharon Immature. Hmmm.... didn't really wanna go to detail but I gave her a brief explanation.

After lunch we went DVD shopping, Chin wanted to get some back to Mother Russia so she could sweep her bore away. It was hard to control myself not to buy the whole shop. I had my eye on a couple of movies like Ray, Blade Trinity, South Park Box Collection. Chin got a couple. As the place was packed I had to get close to her and that gal smelled good. It was Paco Robano she said to me. We walked aimlesly aroud Sg Wang till Eve said she needed to get some undies for her bro. I must say thats the saddest thing I ever heard. We headed to FOS at KL Plaza. We had a short detour where they had these 2 China kids doing acrobatic acts. They were quite good but bit shaky like they could colapse anytime.

Me and Chin headed to FOS as Mel and Lisa watched on. Chin made a show at FOS. as shewas buying boxer for her brother she made a loud remark that if she didt see me in a red boxer she would not have sex with me. And she kept trying to fit it on me. Damm I should have let her shop alone. She wanted to get checkered boxers for her bro, who wears that anymore....

After buying the stuff we headed our own separate way. I took the train back home, Chin took a cab Mel stayed on. No one was at home and the house was mine i watched a movie till about 9 where I went to buy dinner. I met Amit at the hawker centre near our place. He was having his dinner as well. We had a short chat and I left back home to have diner. The family came home after their party and I went in to my room for some online time. I met Anne online, she's doing the night shift. We've made plans to meet up ext week. Lets see how it goes.

Diary: 2nd & 3rd Febuary 2005

The Wednesday felt like a blady Monday. It was back to work and I've been drilled to show my Febuary projections. God its gonna be hell. Lester wasnt too happy with my projections he thinks its abit unrealistic. Hey he wants miracles so I have to give him miracles. God I'm so dead this month being holidays and all I dont think I cant hit the target. Some people is still blur at their work and still cant oull their act together. I had one of theose conversation with Lester about my situation. he has told me that he has talke to her and told what is expected of her. Lets see if she can perform now... fat chance.

I gonna go bald soon. The pressure seem to be escalating every single day what makes it worse is that I even have to take care of trivial stuff as well. I need to make my team more dependant.

Diary: 1st Febuary 2005

The Organising bug hit me in the morning. I beagn the day with sorting my drwawer and closet. I arranged my ironning basket properly and threw away all those dodgy shirts and pants. My mum seems to be lazy with work she seems to making sausage with onions since last Saturday. I'm not the one who like to complain but its kind of getting boring. I dont want to see anymore processed meat. After organising my clothes I sat down to watch some movies. I and Alex saw Minalle(Thunder), After 1/2 watching the movie it was obvious we had seen it soo much that we knew the dialogues in the movie. I decided to look into my DVD collection and we ended up watching Lemony Snickets Unfortunate Events and Mr 3000 starring Bernie Mack.

I watched Oprah as well, it was show of how important time management and energy management was. It should go hand in hand. Most of the time we suffer from energy power. We lack the nutritent to fule our body... makes sense. It said that its quite important to have breakfast. Like thats has never been emphasized before.

Talk about weddings they seem to be every corner I turn, that seems to be hot topic after Tsunami. As I was reading CLEO for the month of Febuary I noticed that their cover story was planning a wedding.... AArrgghhhh ! ! ! Talking about CLEO, I think the Editors of CLEO is sucha hot babe. Shamayne Leelawati appears to be a down to earth woamn with her own stands and beliefs abit of class. She writes a very upbeat Editors Note. Did I mention she's HOT ! ! ! The photgraphers make her look good.

I took a short nap and woke up about 6, I noticed I had 3 missed calls 2 of them was from Chin Joo, I SMSed her to find out what was up but she called me back apologising for brusing (biting) me. I was bit dis-orientated as I just woke up she apologised for biting me. I taught she alread did. By the way the bruise is still there by the way.... Just imagine if I had a girl friend and if she were to see it boy would I need to explain myself. Hahahaha

Diary: 31 January 2005

It was a rough Monday, meetings galore. I got my things ready but my first meeting was pushed late till after lunch. It was ok I had myown stuff to do. Pretend to look busy. My headache happened after lunch where it spoied my whole day. My marcomm manager lied through her teeth during the RnD meeting. Something quite big. Dammthen during mydaily meeting Lester looked at me for answers she should be answering..... I'mnot saying much tis time... Too lazy to type no frustrating to type....

Diary: 30 Juanuary 2005

It was so hard to wake up in the morning after just 1-2 of sleep. I woke up for mass which my whole family entered, mass was quite good. Eventhough having sleep depriviation I understood the serman in the mass. I met Anne after mass, she did her hair very nice. Really suits her, I met her after mass and I walked her to the bus station we joked around and she was saying its been a long timesince we met as it was true our paths have not crossd for quite a long time. I boughtbreakfast from a nearby restaurant and I walked back home. Mum ad Dad had to do some church activity.

Back home I had my yam cake with a rich cup of Milo. I watched my cartoons, caught Dexter and other stuff. I left to meet up marcia and shelly for lunch. Marcia offered to pick me up from Bangsar station she was late as usual. We wanted to go to Soul-ed Out for launch but the place was closed so we ended up at this place called Kiwi bakery and cafe. Nice cosy place food was good. I had to tell Shelly and Marcia my Saturdays event and how Sharon (my Ex) thinks I'm gay. She isnt te 1st I told her, doesnt mean your not in a relationship your gay init. Some people just immature I guess. Mike is coming down to swoop Shelly to the Sting concert 1st Febuary. thats a very down to earth man I hope both of them have a happy ending. The meeting felt weird... hmm no alcohol involve its was bit dull. Marcia sent me back to bangsar staion and we spoke about life and relationship.

As i reached home I took a short ap, I told my brother to wake me up at 6.30 so I could run my chores, watch simpsons and Kumar's. I had sucha deep sleeep when i woke up there was darkness in the whole room. I taught I slept throughthe whole night at it was early morning. Shit I didnt do my ironing. I woke up andsearched for my handphone and i noticed it was only 9.30 at night. I forgot my family went for my cousins wedding reception dinner. I was home alone... WONDERFULL. I ironed my clothes and then had a lite lunch. I caught the repeat of all my favourite propgrams except for the Kumars. My family came in at about 11, I couldn't sleep after taking a such a deep slumber I watched more TV till one....

Diary: 29 January 2005

I woke at about 8. My handphone started beeping with my daily stats coming in. My mum was awake quite early she wanted me to bring her to Maxis. Yesterday she got mugged by 3 Indian guys who staged a fake accident and then threatened to beat her up. They managed to take my moms handphone as she opened her window to speak with them luckily not her handbag. She was lucky to escape them she didn't get their motorbike numbers to launch a report.

I took my mum to magic and went along the procedures for creating anew SIM card. As always the magic staff was very courteous and very efficient. The whole process only took me around 5 minutes to complete. I headed to KLLC office, I walked through the metal detector and up the lift and through the corridor, the place was still in top condition. The office was decorated with a CNN theme. Very nice we had the pink cherry blossom tree, Ang pows everythere and two figurines attached next top our company sign. I met up with Winnie we discussed about the company trip what to do and finalise the list and get things to compensate our staff. As we came down to the ground floor I heard a familiar culture song. A song with percussions that shook ur soul, it was the drums that they play for the lion dance. At the main entrance of Petronas Twin Tower there were having a lion dance show. Me and Winnie caught it. Since the entrance was very hollow the music echoed which actually sounded so cool. Tourist came took a couple of pictures then covered their ears. Me and Winnie took some pictures and video. I'll post it if I have the time.

After the show I headed to Kinokuniya to collect my books I reserved but once there I noticed there were new books, 2 of them were my long awaited books. I got my reserved books from the counter and the additional 2 books. My reserved books were actually Kavita Deswani's collection where else the other 2 was Cooking Curry with crazy and The rule of 4 (another da vinci code book). I got my books booked wrapped got my lunch and I headed home. Mum and dad was heading for one of my cousins wedding it was only me and Alex at home. I watched a couple of DVD's. At about 5 I got myself really for my evening event.

I met Lenny and Denisa at the Bangsar station at 7, we headed to Cheras for steamboat. As we reached the place. Caroline was already there and as we sat Winnie, her bf, Wai, Kelly, Ming, Jennifer, her Husband arrived at the same time We had a nice dinner as we talked and planned for our redang trip. We have already asked the girls to bring their own alcohol so we all can get sloshed together-gether.

After dinner is when the party started, I met Melman infront of Thai club we ordered 2 bottles of vodka and waited for Chin to come she arrived looking in her sexy self short skirt. The music was banging with back to back RnB hip hop music. Chin came up with a good observation, Chinese people don't hip hop, and they don't don't even dance to it. I Think they only use Thai Cowboy for space. Me and chin were the only one dancing. I must say that girl can autuall shake her thang. Me and melman had vodka shota as currently we cant get ourself drunk. Sometime during the night the dance with me and Chin became very sensual. Something I reall enjoyed myself. All was definately the envy of every man and woamn in the club. We were doing movies from every Hip Hop movie, Sean Paul, Snoop Dogg if you've seen it in the clip we did it. Oh yeah, Chin said she like to see the fgaces of people when she dance with ugly (Thats Me) guys.

Its been along time since i had a dance partner and Chin was definately what the doctor ordered. Chin could really dance she has the move. Sharon my ex (have to be clear) came about 12-ish. By the time she came she the crowd was already there there was not much room to dance. Chin wanted dance space so she headed to the podiam aka big ass speakers. She was great up there it was obvious she loved the attention th emen gave. Ugly men but still the intention. She is also a lady who knew how to take care of herself. I made sure she was safe from the pig males. There was a big screen Tv next to the speaker which showed the Man U game. I was watching the game. It was such a great game especially rooneys goal. Spectacular... back o Eve shaking her bottom. I must find another partner who can dance like her. Man I gonna miss that when your off to Russia Chin.

We headed down to Thai club where now all the gang had re-group. Mel and Sharon was done Yogi was there with his Gf and her friends. As we came down there were lots of shady characters which I didnt recognise, so I took a back seat and did a lil people watching. Chin was practically blown by the time she was downstairs she was on a biting spree she bit me four time on the shoulder. I know I have meat Chin. I have pictures of the incidents which I will defiantely post on my blog soon. The question is should i press charges. As i people watched I saw that the ladies around the are was drunk and the guys were sopber. I saw 4 guys man handle a bosumed lady. Guys not getting drunk anymore.... As the bar closed I helped Yogi carry his gf to the penhouse suite she was massivly sloshed.

Diary: 28 January 2005

Friday is the best day of the week, why cause its in the middle of the weekened and weekday. Work was hectic, I've alreeady got my scheduled book for Monday another hectic day. Looks like I'm not gonna work on Monday as Its filled in with meetings from morning till evening. I'm currently facing a power struggle with my department. As you all know my Marketing Manager wants to run the whole of my team I'm not gonna let her becuase she has no clue what she is doing and besides its MY team... MINE ! ! ! . Selfish lot aint I. One thing about my Marcomm manager Ihate is she cant make risky decision which is always but she always plays the cool type under control in front of my GM and pretends she made all the risky decisions. I was quite reluctant to attend my daily meeting, the same scenario happened today we checked our stats and found out we werent making enough there was a slump. We had to formulate a plan to boost sales and all looked at me, Excuse do I work alone in this why cant the Marcomm Manager think of any.

Lenny stopped me after work at Bangsar station anbd then I was off home. I stopped by pasar malam to get dinner it was the usual nasi goreng ayan extra ayam. I got also a home made durian ice-cream potong. Something I could suck to on my way home. Back home it was usual I was watching TV, I browsed the net I went to my Poetic Ammo forum to see any new updates on the group. One of my brothers friends were chatting with me. After chatting I found out she was Mathew mathan's (School Mate) lil sis. I always taugh he was an only child. Hmm go figure he has 3 sisters and his the eldest.

Diary: 27 January 2005

Have you guys been seeing the American Idol, its the preliminary rounds now and I dont know about you but I feel embaressed for those who dont make it. I saw one yesterday there was this phsycic who predicted herself to be in the top 10 of American Idol she sang Elvis Presley Cant Help Falling In love With You. She was terrible, she couldn't hold the melody nor could she sing. Kenny Loggins was a guest judge and he told her he never saw 2 carriers go down in flames. I think they pay Simon to be mean.

Work was very hectic today. Some idiot apprently threated to put my company in the paper for not sending him 8 poly tones. My operations manager freaked when he got the email from the customer, GOD knows why I had to be pulled into taking care the customer service I had to manage this case so he doesnt do anything that might show us a bad image. I had to sort that one out on top of my pilled up work. I took the ladies out for lunch (Ming, Jennifer, Kelly & Wai) we found a Kim Garry-ish place which they enjoyed. The food was kind of bland. After lunch I was no mood to work the Customer Service kept bugging me, they assume now they report to me. We had our daily meeting and I just walked half way through the meeting I was no mood to talk crap and sit and waste time. Lester was not there, Hasmida was talking shit.

I left office early headed home. I toook a long bath there was nothing much to eat. Must be end of the month food getting crappy. I had fish fillets for dinner. As you know MSN is now virus prone so for those who wants to contact me you can do so if you have Yahoo Messenger my is is Oralb80@yahoo.com.

Snoop Dogg 

Taking Care Of my Bidness

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Diary: 26 January 2005

Its the middle of the week, another 2days I'm on leave. Work was ok today. Nizam my new guy seems to be learning fast and he seems quite comfortable with his position. I received a call from Melman inviting me for lunch I jumped on it. It has been a long time since I hanged out with him. We headed to Swensson at SS2 for lunch. We talked and we joked about work. Lisa is finding for a job now after a short hiatus. The food in Swenssons was quite good, I had black pepper chicken and a scoop of their ice-cream. It only cost RM15.80 which was happily bored by the Toshiba company. Mel was supposed to take his client out for lunch but his client backed out so instead of taking his client out he took me. Nice isn't he.

I have been chairing the meetings for the last couple of days as it was crucial for SOMEONE to make decisions, Hasmida came back today and since all crucial making decisions has already been made I let her chair the meeting. Half way along the meeting Lester joined in he was happy to see us working out things, he thinks we are not independant enough and he is right. All of us are to afraid to make those DECISIONS. But as always we arent making enough. I left the office at about 6.30 took the bus back again. I had a very light dinner, didi lil ironning. I had the urge to call PST but I think she was busy as her phone line was busy.

Diary: 25 January 2005

I want the week to move quickly, why??? Cause I nearly broke, and I want to enjoy my weekend. Its Thaipusan and my office is working its because we follow Kuala Lumpur state laws. Lenny will be off for the next 2 days. The office was hectis as tis time I had to go back to my roots and manage the whole content management team again. I dont think I'm doing well when it coimes to handling the whole content team. I must improve myself.

I left office late on purpose to fill in my quota so i can have enough leave for my vacation and christmas.... Back home I contacted Anne but she was busy i guess. I did my ironing and I was off to bed to face me the troubles of tommorow.

Diary: 24 January 2005

This was the most sleepiest day of my life. I taught after the deep sleep I would be refreshed but I wasnt. It was Monday so it was a meeting day I was stuck in dragging meetings till 1 ish. I had no appetite to eat anything so I just got some snacks downstairs. After lunch I had nothing much to do so I kept on nodding in th eoffice. They have taken away my MSN due to the virus spreading via MSN messenger last Thursday. I wonder if they will open it back.

At about 5 I had another meeting with Lester. He told me that he wouldnt be around so I had to be in charge of the whole thing. God... Help me. I left office atabout 7. Lenny told me that he went back with his girlfreind, they were having a lovers tiff which made them not speak to each other for about 2 weeks. I was happy for him, he left me at Bangsar station and off I was back home. As I reached masjid jamek station for my interchange I smelled cempedak goreng. Now I was hungry I got myself RM2 worth of cempedak goreng and headed back home. At The sentul station I met Gayatri one of my old Radha tuition mate. She is still like her old self skinny like a twig. We talked for about half and hour. Lots of people are getting married.. whats new init. Back home I skipped dinner I headed to bed early...

This is the Comic Art Book the Pakist Staff gave me 

Diary: 22 & 23 January 2005

Saturday was such a boring day I woke up at about 9. I walked to the kitchen with sleepy eyes, my mum sees me and she asks me tic "Boy you don't feel lonely without a girl friend ah' I was in no mood to give her an explanation so I said yes I'm fine. I brushed my teeth and headed to watch my cartoons. An hour later my mum comes to me ask me the same question I ask her wassup she said she doesn't want me to be alone. Its obvious my mum wants to see me settled down. I keep telling her not in the near future. She said u should have stayed on with ur last girlfriend. I explained to her that I enjoy doing this alone thing but she doesn't seem to grasp it. One of my office staff thinks I'm gay because I'm always wearing branded stuff and looking quite sharp all the time, she directly asked me if I was gay... People these days.

I stayed in my room folding my clothes in my closet, reading story book and watching VCD's. I watched Fat Albert and the movie was not as good like the cartoon. I don't think that Keenan played Fat Albert well. The story line was also quite weak. The casting was good though, Fat Alberts love interest was sexy in the movie. I attended mass in the evening with my mum. I saw allot of beautiful Indian ladies in church all of a sudden, which proves my point I am a stranger in my own church. Throughout mass I had a song in my head it was Eminem's My 1st Single. Its kind of gross but I love the beat to that song its very old school. After mass I headed to the mamak stall nearby my house to get some extra dishes for dinner. Back home I sat and I watched what was on Astro till late night.

I was excited about Sunday because I would be out of the house and I was meeting Shari we we're to meet at 1Utama. I reached early so I headed to the cinema to collect the movie tickets. I walked around MPH and scouted of books to buy. I listed them down in my phone so I could booked them later on in Kinokuniya. At about 12 Shari came and we headed to Italianis for lunch. I made reservation and we were welcomed by a very beautiful hostess named Ain. She was wearing pink and pink turns me on. The staff recognized the both of us. We had a prawn diablo pasta and a classic chicken pizza. I had no idea what I was thinking I ordered myself a jar of wine which lead me to be bit tipsy after the whole meal. Shari had a good time watching me be tipsy. The food was again excellent.

By the time we finished our meal I had trouble walking so I took advantage of the situation and I linked arms with Shari and headed to the cinema. We arrived quite early so we sat by the bench and began talking nonsense, at about 2.50 we headed back to the cinema, we were to watch National Treasure. I went to see that movie with Indiana Jones in my heart and Davinci's code in my brain. One of it got disappointed. The movie came up with excellent ways to find clues but it was just not adventurous enough like Indiana Jones. After the movie both of us headed back home, Shari was kind enough to send me back to Kelana Jaya station both of us got Cleo before we left. I saw a few good articles as I browsed through along my way back home. Back home, I took my shower, ironed my clothes watched my serials and then I was off to bed. The wine put to bed like a baby.

Diary: 20 & 21 January 2005

It’s a Thursday but I feel like it’s a Friday. Everything is very lose, I wanted to come in to work with jeans and a T-Shirt but I couldn’t as I still had the Pakistan guys to take care off. I had breakfast with Caroline and Jennifer. Most of the staff was on leave as it would be a long weekend holiday break. It’s quite sad that I have to work on Thaipusam day. The company wants to follow the KL working standard when we obviously should be following Kuala Lumpur. I wonder if there is a labour law saying we have to follow the holidays of the state.

There was nothing much I to do in the office just to make sure that every operation ran smoothly. My marketing manager Hasmida is suppose to over see Content Management, 1 is because we work hand in hand with Marketing and 2 she has the Manager title with her. My position right now is technically the head of Content Department. I take care of Content Development and Content Management. I have a very independent crew which I like to believe runs like clock work. Well Hasmida wants to have full control of Content Management under her but she doesn’t know that the team lays quite loyal under my command (sounds very movie like in it). I don’t intend to give up my position without a fight. Both of us put up facades and we work for the best of the company. I honestly love my crew their jovial bunch.

I saw the Pakistan colleagues come in and I welcome them, today would be their last training day and it was open day question. I made sure they were all prepared for their journey home. The knowledge they brought back with them should be sufficient to begin work. I have a feeling inside me that Pakistan will be great and racking in the cash ASAP. Before the day end the Pakistan staff surprised me with a very special gift. A comic art book, It’s from DC Comic it has paintings of Alex Ross. It was such a thoughtful gestures. In the book it has painting of famous characters like Superman, Batman, Green Lantern, and many more. The Pakistan staff left early to do some shopping around KL town.

We meet up again at BSC Chilies the place was swamped with people after work. I and Lenny got a place at the smoking section as we waited for our Pakistan guest to arrive. They were half an hour late. They were stuck in traffic. I, Lenny and Shahbaz had Triple Play where Raza had Country Fried Chicken. During the meal time we talked about Pakistan and the cultures of their people. Shabaz comes from a fishing village where his dad is into politics and is a well know man in his field. His dad is trying to get him into the politics feel but till today he has tried to resist it. He has a fiancé back in Pakistan who is an anomaly herself. She is a banker. Why an anomaly because woman there are not encouraged to work.

He tells us that there is an island near his fishing village when men and woman go yearly to meet their future wives and husband. Men ogle at women as they take their bath behind bushes. Both parties know what’s going on but they pretend that they don’t know a thing. Shahbaz has invited us for his wedding. He said we should join into the festivities, apparently a day before the wedding all the man have like a stag/bachelor party. The woman have theirs too with their songs and other boring things.
Men have liquor, belly dancing gals and more liquor. He said that we should come over and feel the spirit. He was telling me also that he was reading the companies profile before he 1st came over to Pakistan. He knew were listed in the 2nd board stock market and we have over 400 million ringgit capital. He also knew we had the expertise to market Pakistan. So he said when he 1st meet our team he was quite taken a back on how youthful we were. After dinner we said our farewell to Shahbaz and Raza, we wished them a safe journey home.

My body apparently wasn’t informed that Friday was a holiday. I woke up at 5.30 am and after that I couldn’t go back to bed. When I was just falling into sleep my brothers alarms started to ring they had tuition at 7. You must me wondering what tuition starts at 7 well its Radha. Both of my brothers attend to his tuition classes now. I couldn’t go back in bed so I laid in bed tossing and turning. I slept back at about 7 ish and I woke up back again at about 8.30. I decided to wake up. I noticed my dad was sleeping on the couch. The man only came back from work at 5am. Mum woke and then woke dad to ask him to sleep inside but he didn’t want to. He started praying. The man never changes. He already has booked a place in heaven.

I was channel surfing when nothing much was on TV. I miss the old days when if it was a holiday they would put special TV shows and programs on. They don’t do that anymore. It’s just another day. I watched a Tamil movie, I borrowed it from Lenny. It was called 7/G Rainbow Colony. It was a nice movie talks about of Indian guy falling I love with a Punjabi girl. Apparently it is based on a true story. The story is about this guy who is a dead beat till he meet this gal which he falls in love and tries to change him to a better person. Yes, yes its so cliché but it was a nice story. It made me think of me and Sharon and how she changed me to be a better person as well. She taught me to be classy as well and to never settle for nothing but the best. Ya I know you guys must be saying he still isn’t over here yet. The truth is I am over her when it comes to our relationship but it’s the good times that you hold on too. There is a saying in Malay which I think goes like, ‘ambik yang jernih, buang yang keruh’. I hold on to the good memories that we have and the good values she ha passed on to me. Although these days whatever I feel tends to come out the wrong way.

I had a nice short nap in the evening, I woke up took my bath watched Simpson and headed to the night market for lil browsing and a bit alone time. Staying cooped up in the house can drive me mental. I got some small oranges and some pohpiah. I plan to go back have a wonderful dinner watch lots of TV and enjoy my weekend.

Diary: 19 January 2005

Work was normally fine today. The Pakistan colleagues still lingered around me though. I prepared a test for them to make sure that they know what they were doing and wouldn't come back again pestering me to teach them the same old thing. I was talking to one of the Pakistan staff and he was telling me that the movies in Pakistan are roosted from the Red Light District. If you dont know what the Red Light District is actually a prostitute area. All the movie stars in Pakistan are Prostitute turn actress/actors. And if you can sleep with them for a moderate price. Apparently the most top star cost RM2000 for a whole night 'event'. Shahbaz (Pakistan staff) told me if I ever come down to Pakistan he would show me all the sites I need to see. He said either I would just love it or feel disgusted. God I've got the people to show me around and not the money to go there.... sad init

Later in the evening I had some problems with my adverst coming out over the Holiday, I couldnt cancel any of them since they have already made the layouts for it. Now I have to make improvements or just lose on certain adverts. Sometimes I feel I'm working for THE APPRENTICE always making risky and quick decision Ahh.. the pressure in getting to me. I need a good shag, anybody up for one (ladies only).

After work Lenny, Poh Chee, Denisa and I headed to Bangsar Modesto to have dinner. We ordered to jugs of beer and a couple of pizza's . We talked and we joked the night away. No one got drunk but we did have intentions to get Denisa drunk. We decided also that we would make tis a monthly outing where we would just go out for dinner after work. I reached home at about 11 took my bath and I was off to bed.

I read PST's blog sometime during the day, there was a part in her blog that said that all of her friends were to busy and couldn't make time for her. I kind of understand how she feels. I've been kind of neglecting hanging out with Mel. Its not that I dont want to hang with him but I find myself in a delima of wanting to do different things, meeting different friends. I dont expect him to understand nor do I know how to explain to him.....

Diary: 18 January 2005

Today is the most hectic and the most tired day of my life. My day be gan all schedule out but the Pakistan guys needed more of my attention today. It began quite well I got them to do my staffs work but I needed to sit beside them as they did their task. It was like tutoring liltle kids. I must say I have devoloped lots of patience over the years. Apparently I have to entertain them on Thursday, bring them out for dinner... Chillies BSC here I come.

Lester wont be in for the next couple of weeks, he asked me to make sure that all the services run and no errors are made. That is such a big burden for one person to handle I cant pass it around because my Marketing Manager is only there for trivial purposes... I handled the Content Management meeting at 3, it was obvious that my Marketing manager wasn't quite happy that I was running the show. I had to if it was her nothing would be done, we would make jokes then the meeting was over. The meeting ended at about 5. I didnt know using brain power weas so tiring, I wonder do we burn any fat if we think a lot? After that I had the Pakistan meeting to recap whatever they learned. That was another hour by the time everything finished I just sat down in my cubicle and breathed. I turned up to Snoop Dogg and got my groove back.

Diary: 17 January 2005

Its a Monday I find myself easily waking up, I dressed up I used my new cuff links that said "No Guts, No Glory' from Kelvin and the Tie clip from Anne both of this gifts were given to me as Christmas gifts. Both the items went along quite well. I reached office and I did some touch up on my last minute projects. I had breakfast with Logen to run through the problem he was facing at work. I took down notes so I would bring them up during the meeting later today. I went back the office and to my surprise the Pakistan staff was there. Gosh I totally forgot about them. They were supposed to spend the next 4 days in KL so that I could train them.
I had to show such a big facade, I hated them WHY, because they lied to their boss saying I didn't teach anything while there were here last time. This time I made sure they signed a "Confession" that I trained them properly. It was bad that I had so many meetings on Mondays now I had to fit them in. But I had too... I got them each a "Confessional" letter so each time I taught that a certain area they would tick them off and at the end of the day they would sign it.

I had to leave them for a while at about 11 to join for my meeting. I brought all my problem to the room and stated my case. It was such long meeting. My tummy was actually grumbling in the meeting. What made it worse was I wanted to sleep. I was stuck in there till 1. After the meeting I had a lunch date with Sharon. I wanted to pitch an idea for her department. So during lunch we talked a bit m,y idea and she liked it allot. Now all she has to do is to pitch it to clients. I've suggested Maybank as they have a wide range of users.

After lunch my training with the Pakistan staff continued. At about 5 I had another meeting with Hkng and the Pakistan staff to sum up what they have learned for the day. Later I joined content management meeting and discussed on our sales records. Lester is going on a business trip for the next couple of days so he reminded me how crucial it was that I handle the whole dept in detail. God don't I have a pressurized job. I left office at about 7.30. Lenny wanted to go to Maxis so we headed to Bangsar parked the car and walked down Telawi Street. That place I think is going to dead. There wasnt much people there. Lenny payed his bill as I watched the people pass us by. Lovely sets of woman walked by... God, where do they come from ! ! !

By the time i reached home it was already 8-ish. As I walked home I looked up to the sky. The stars shown brightly, there were so many of them., I called Anne to tell her about the stars. She loves star gazing, but she was too busy shopping at the night market. Back home it was same ol... same ol

A red Car 

My Favorite out of the Car Show the Streamliner 

Up close thats how the horn looks like cool init 

Mercedes Car Show.. look at the Horn 

Diary: 16 January 2005

Its a Sunday and I love my Sundays its the only day I behave like a lazy fool. I woke up early but I slept back so I was a bit late for mass. I attended St John's today, the mass was abosolutely boring. I kept thinking of what I was about to have for breakfast... God help me I really cant feel you at St John's. I saw PST's mum in church didn't see PST though. Sometime during the mass I felt sad like I was depress with something but I really couln't put my finer on, It made me recall what Anne wet through just yesterday.

I just couldnttakemass anymore so I left after communion. I headed to Lotus and got myself 2 bori's for breakfast and some vadai's for dad and mum. I heaed back home feeling tis sadness. I began to wonder what I was sad about. Nothing much to be sad init life is good. Everything is going my way just the way I like it cant complain.

Mum cooked briyani rice with viniger sambal chicken and mixed vegaetables. I must say it was wonderful but the rice was abit dry. For desrt mum maked caramel custard my favourite. It all washed down well with a nice glass of wine. I lazyed infront of the TV had a nice short nap. Woke up did abit of ironing for work. A another day well spent.

Diary: 14 & 15 January 2005

I felt really bad. Someguy just lost his job because I could keep my mouth shut. A long my journey top the officwe I re-access the situation it actually wasnt my actul (in denial), my company paid the orpeartor to work o the night shift, You have task to do if you didnt do my the task because you slept then there is a problem.

I reached the office and everthing was lighted up brighly no one was asleep. I got stares from the operators they definately know is me I had to put my thug face on. I spoke to Logen just to make sure the sytem was ok during the graveyard shift. ThenI headed to my office. Caroline came in early to finish her work as well. At about 8 we headed to downstairs for breakfast, Jenniefer and the RnD team tagged along as well. I really need to learn chinese sometimes I just get lost in the conversation. Work was tough but nothing i couldnt handle 2 of Telco's project will be handed on schedule and Shelly's last minnute Xfresh ting was completed.

After work me and Mel met up. He piced me up from office. Were we talking about cars along they to KLCC where we were to meet long lost friend Evelyn. Mel got me a cheeky gift from his trip to Korea. All I'll say I'm allowed to say is its a calender and there your mind goes. We reached KLCC quite early and we scoted around for a apron for Lisa. We got a nice red one at Pakson. We got it gift wrapped with a nice toy along with it. The gals (Eve and Sharon) came late as usual, I guess somethings never do change....

Eve looks wonderful a definate head turner. Both gals came in their clubbing outfit all ready to go. We had dinner at Dome, I was very hungry as I didnt take my lunch but I couldnt finish my dinner. After diner we headed to Thai club for acouple of drinks. Eve played the I'm the inocent cant drink too much gall but we could see through that. Eve your reading it you would wonder how we knew.. 1. U asked for a spoon to fame the vodka that was the 1st give away. 2nd You didnt flinch at flaming lambo, and there's couple more. The gals headed to Bangsar at about 10ish ad me and Mel headed home ourselves. Once at home tiredness took over me ad I took my bath and off i was in bed.

I woke up with a vengence today. I'll going over to screw Maxis for screwing my billing. Before that a quick bath and a shave. I headed to KLCC, I called Aunt B I heared she was down with the works (Flu, fever, sore throat, etc. Body is asking to relax that woman is a walking machine and taken for granted too many times. I headed to Maxis all fired took my number and waited, it was a short wait and was referred to tis lady. I broght my bill along with me as proof I wanted to know what the hell was going on. As I sat there i was managed by her quite etiquttely, she was nice, polite and beautiful. So you couldnt really be thrashing it out on her. Apparently after checking my case I found out the bill I have been receiveing belongs to PST which is address to me. Now I need to bring her along to sort thing all out. Hope my schedule clears.

I went to the Video Ezy show where they practically welcomed me. Bussiness must be bad or they just love me. I got the Indiana Jones DVD Box set and a Back 2 the future VCD set (no Dvd). I then headed home with a slight detour to McD's Masjid Jamek. The guy who served me was obviously new. I gave a large order as I knew Andrew was at home so I didnt want to eat alone. The guy fumbled. I just looked at him poor guy. As i reached home it was DVD time....

Diary: 12 & 13 January 2005

It was a normal morning I woke up at about 5 to get ready to go to work. As I was dressing up I heard Alex scream, 1st I taught he was letting out some steam them I heard it again bit longer now I taught he hurt himself in the toilet. Me and Dad rushed to see what the commotion was all about apparently a rat was in the bathroom wanting to escape as my brother was taking his bath. There was nothing much we could do we asked him to come out from the toilet and waited for the rat to escape. We haven't had rat problems for a very long time apparently its back. Now we have to set up traps tonight.

As I reached office I noticed that the office staff was sleeping instead of watching the services. I was quite shocked, back in the day when I began my carrier at the very same position we never took snoozes. We were awake throughout the shift. I decided to my own bussing so I headed to my office on the 7th floor. Later that morning I had a meeting with Lester, after the meeting I told Lester about the incident about the sleeping operators, I did it because one of my services weren't updated by them. He was schocked to hear it, at athat very moment Mr. Hkng (Operations Manager) had to come in so he was informed about it to.

The gals, Lenny and I had lunch at Phileo 1 today. We showed them the place around it. There weren't much changes in the place, one or two new restaurants. Eve came online and chatted with me, she is already back down in Malaysia. She wants to meet me and Mel up. Lets see how it goes. Will we really meet up.. God knows.

Its already CNY and Valentines Day for me, I'm preparing content to be sold to the Telco's already, again its a rush job. Oh yeah I've created some really romantic Valentines Greeting packages which you can send to your phone or that someone special all the pre-set messages is personally done by me. I assure you those sending my packages will definitely get some on Valentines Day. Trust Me ! ! !

I left office at about 7.30 I made a slight detour to the Mall to withdraw some cash from the ATM. The McD's was near by so I decided to get a Chocolate Sunday... Wasn't that good. I had a very lite dinner and I took an early nap. I had to take an early nap as I had t wake up much early to finish my Greeting Packages. I was in the office by 6-ish in the office still one of the operators were sleeping.. sigh they never listen.

I began working racing against time to finish all my task. I didnt have any lunch but I did have a big breakfast with Caroline, Jennifer and Shelly. I finished my priority things but there are still some more stuff. I had a small tiff with Shelly who wanted her project 1st but being us we made up by the time we left the office. Me and Lenny was supposed to head to Chillies for dinner but something came up. I again went to the Mall McD's to get my dinner as I dint have lunch I worked up quite an apetite. I tried the prosperity burger, nothing great...
I went home to see my mum teaching tuition so I quitely had my dinner. Alex and Andrew was studying in room.

I smsed Shari and Anne and they were sharing with me their ordeal how the blackout effected them. My office wasn't affected by it as it had allot of backup generator... All the staff in KLCC was advise to take the steps down to the lobby. Shari was telling m,e how she was at Tesco's and they had to use a calculator to check out their customers items. Anne was stuck in Mines as the train didint work. I only found today apparently there is no bus service to Mines service. Andrew only came back only at 5 as there was no train service. It was obvious member was lepaking with his frens. His excuse was I dint know how to take the bus back home... lame in it.

Diary: 11 January 2005

Its only Tuesday... arrgh; I already wish it was Friday. Today would be the day Lester join into my content meeting. I made sure the team was ready with any questions thrown at them, I also made myself sure that I was on top of all the current topics of the team. Lester was already at the conference room waiting for us. The meeting went on fine, lester was only there as a guide to oversee what is actually goin on. Boy, wasted all that build up. For lunch me and Lenny brought the gals over to Phileo 1 for luinch. Kelly was having gastric issues, it was obvious that she was starving herself to her body shape.

I had another amazing idea which I plan to pitch to Sharon (my collegue) tis coming Monday over lunch. I've sent her a soft copy of my plan and she likes it, now I have to take her out for lunch explain what I mean and I'm looking at a done deal. As you know Channel 9 is planning to stop transition by the end of tis month. You guys one to know how bought it over? TV3. Currently we face the problem of losing another output of income. We are pitching for something bigger though which might lead to more work(sigh).

I left office at 7, Anne sms me along the way home. She told me about her ordeal, she was asleep when she heard a noise back in the kitchen i think. She got up to investigate and saw a face , Indian guy i think she screamed her head off and called the police. The guy obviously ran away. Poor gal is definately gonna have bad dreams tonight. I reached home by 7.30. I bought some rojak on my way back. I did some ironing and watched some TV. I had a hard time sleeping I kept tossing and turning. Lat night I got a call from PST, It was quite surprised. I talked of everyday stuff. I didnt say much as I didnt want to offend her, been doing that lately unintentionally. After talking to her I slept

The 1st Mercedes car built.... look at the diff 

My Dream car the Compressor (My Aunt & Uncle) 

Aunt Irene at Mercedes Showcase 

Diary: 9 & 10 January 2004

Sunday was typical one for me I woke up late and watched loads of cartoons. Mum cooked a fusion meal (Daging Masak Merah with fries), we later had ice-cream for desert. I spent most of my time watching TV and took a short nap later in the afternoon. I know by now you must say he is such a pig... well I'll have to agree to that. When evening came I took my shower and started preparing for work. I ironed 2 sets of shirts and pants as I was just too lazy to iron every single day. I watched Smallville and Apprentice which both were marvelous in both ways. The Apprentice for the second season seems to be much tougher in task but the participant seems to be very cocky and overly confident.

Monday went me by with a breeze. I had so many meetings that it just flew me by. Shelly was in Phileo as well, she has put on a couple more pounds. She says she has eaten well when she was in abroad, but its nice to see her. She tells me that KLCC office is so dead without us, but hey nothing I can do in it. I left office sharp 6 as most of my stuff have already been completed. Tommorow I have a meeting with my team and my GM wants to join in the meeting. Oh boy its gonna be hell....

Me and Anne at SFC 

The Gals 

Anne and Pris at SFC couple of day B4 Xmas 

Diary: 7 & 8 January 2004

Its glorious Friday, yipeee... I began the day with uploading some content to the system there was allot of whitepapaer for me to prepare so I got them done. I was having a normal day. Lester came it at 4.30 pm for our usual meeting everything was over by 5.30 with plans for our next meetings. Its nice to see the whole team in ears reach. I can see what they are doing. I'm planning some changes in my department. The big kick off meeting is next Tuesday.

Saturday i began my day with a vengence I had to fullfill one of my resolution (Its a secret). I headed to sentul to get it done once completed I called my old mate Kohilan and see if he wantd to have a chat to my surprise he was just close by. We sat down at a chinese shop and began to talk. I actually made plans to go to KLCC but I scrapped it once it began to drizzle here in sentul. After a nice log converssation I went bac home. I watched some DVD's. Those who are fans of Sponge Bob Squarepants you must see the movie.

Diary: 6 January 2004

The leader of A-Tam (The Guy with a cigar in the mouth) always s ays "I like it when a plan comes together", I too have stuck to that line but yesterday it didnt, all my plans went array. There was a big cover where my team failed to do something important being done and one of my team player sold us out. The frustration of it was so great I just wanted to kill someone. Me and Lenny felt it so bad because we failed, my GM was hurt because we lied to him. I couldnt have that guilty feeling, as I write this too the guilt is bears heavy in me. Lenny left me, Kelly, Eina and Khai at Bangsar LRT station. I need to compensate the guy for leaving me at the Bangsar station most of the time. Back home I just wanted go to bed, so I did.

Did anyone catch Ed on tv last wednesday, that was the hottest moment to see Caroll Vessy and Ed Stevens finally get together in a room alone most probaly gonna do it when all of a sudden there is a knock on the door (so cliche) when the door is open its Bonnie Hane in front. AArrgghghhhhh.... thats what I said when the show ended.

Diary: 4 & 5 January 2005

It my last day at KLCC so I decide to come in early to get one last feel of it. I waled past the centre court top office, I see they have already taken out the Christmas Tree... How appropriate. In my office I sit down at and soak in the atmosphere of the office and do lil paper work. One by one people begin to walk into the office Winnie, Caroline, Saira, etc. Most of out things are all packed execpt my designers who still have to do some last minute packing. Caroline, Winnie and myself headed to Wisma central to have breakfast. We headed back to office at about 9 where we notice eberyone was already in the office. Everyone was busy packing or just plainly getting ready. MR Hkng was kind enough to lend a hand by helping put some of the boxes in his car. Jaya took some CPU and Monitors. Lenny did most of the work arrangements. Once in Phileo we unpacked our stuff. We unpacked our stuff with allot of commotion which creates a stir with the RnD team, they are not actually ver keen with noisy people but too bad we are a noisy lot. I took the team out for lunch and we practically did nothing cause the connection for Internet and Production server was not up so we just sat doing our own thing. We had a short meeting with Lester on things that we wanted to do for the month of January, Sharon Yeoh too joined as she will be over seeing Hong Kong soon. By 6 everyone left the office but I had to step into HKng office for a pep talk on how to manage my team after that I was outta there. Lenmny dropped me at Bangsar station and I was off home.

The next day I woke up tremendously early to come to office I took the bus which was quite frequent. I was in the office by 6.30. I already had internet access so i did my uploading of new Java Games. The day went of like normal, Lester and Sharon came for meeting at about 4 pm for our daily meetings. The gang had lunch at Seimens towers food court, we were surprised to see that the placed was quite empty compared to how it used to be. It was currently under a new management so I dont people like it. We told the gals we will visit a new place every single day. I guess everyone now is settling down.

Diary: 3 January 2005

I woke up at 6 today, God knows why so I slept back for another half an hour. I was first in the office as usual I took a look around the place was just the way I left it, I'll be shifting over soon maybe tomorrow. I wanted to begin work but I forgot my job scope what did I actually do? I did my Production List for the week and after that I nothing much to do I was reading magazines at about 10.30 I left to Phileo office for a meeting and a tour of my new office. It was quite good actually no KLCC but very office like my GM was still bit pissed but to me its water under the bridge but we still were very friend like.

I have my whole dept in a segment kind of cool with a big ass TV at the back of me. So like that say we just have to bite the bullet and face head on. After lunch I just sat and was doing a lil paperwork. I left at 6 to pay my bills. Back home it was just the 3 bros, my parents were out for a company dinner. We were watching the Malaysian Game where a typical Malaysia player had the built up but couldn't keep the form to the very end. Damm its like having sex ur have premature ejaculation....

Diary: 2 January 2005

The last days of my holiday in several hours time I will be off to work like normal folk. Sometime I just was rich and could just not work.We left to my aunts house at about 11 with a quick stop at KFC as we bought our own lunch to her place (Dont Ask). I bought some cheesy wedges so I could munch along the way. When came there we waited for 5 minutes at the front gate as my Aunt forgot where she kept the keys. Once she found the keys we were welcomed by our long lost drunken Uncle who appeared recently, must be dying so he wants to be close to us. Its always like that in it. He was all high with the stench of cheap liqueur. I practically had no clue what he was speaking about nor what he spoke made sense. He was talking about his Omega watch which at the begging I taught was costly but apparently it only cost him RM10. Lunch was served and I gobbled my food down so I could leave ASAP. Matilda and Prakash came with her kids for lunch more false fronts had to be put. We sat for awhile and by 2 we were out of there.

We reached home by 3, my body was already indicating it was time for my afternoon nap. I decided to resist as I would definitely face difficulty tomorrow when I go back to work. Mel called me out for tea which I quickly agreed to, Nick said he would pick me up at 4. We headed to Sg Wang where we had early dinner at Seed, we sat and talked. Mel and Lisa gave me a gift for Xmas. Mel game me miniature Wine bottles and Lisa gave me something naughty. At seed i discovered a new Sandwich which was quite good, its called chicken pita Sandwich with wasabi mayonnaise on the side. Food lovers mus try that and its diet conscience as well. After early lunch we did a bit browsing around Sg Wang we headed to the DVD shops where they were doing a sale 3 DVD's for RM1. Lisa got second season of Smallville, where i got a few other names like Sponge Bob Square pants, Mr 3000, etc. I wanted to get the Godfather box set but he told me to wait as currently its not clear copy. We left at about 9 and I reached home by 9.30 too tired to move a muscle.

one of the flying sambucca 

Xmas pics

Hey Guys,

Below are the long awaited Pics. They will be more coming soon. Below are pics of the Pre Xmas party I had with Marcia, Shelly, Neil and Lenny at BSC Shopping centre.

Classic... Shelly too drunk to know where the car is. 

The gals outside a wine shop... yes be more sloshed... 

Marcia doing the Diva Thing 

Neil and Marcia.. Marcia flying already 

Shelly drunk.. thats how Indian guys get Chinese woman. Look at Lennys face... teh joy ! ! ! 

Shellly 3/4 drunk on Lenny's shoulder 

Shelly half drunk (Cheecks indicator) 

Me and marcia showing odd our pressies (the Baju) 

Shelly and Lenny Showing the Pressies 

Us before getting sloshed  

Diary: Ushering The New year

It’s the eve of the new year and to me it just seem like another weekend at home. My brain is so not ready for work. I sit at home and watch my VCD in my brand new DVD player. I watched Mickey Blue Eyes staring Hugh Grant and some gal quite good. I like is way of acting kind of convincing with his quirky realistic jokes. I also caught a classic movie The Matrix. I was just to lazy to do anything else Mum cooked sardine as we decided that for diner all buy back from the Night Market. I decided to skip lunch and too another short nap at 3, I set my alarm at 5 but I woe up earlier. I took my bath and shaved for the night of booze and friendship. I called Lenny to see here they had seconded us apparently now is Phileo.

I was 1st to reached Thai club at 8.05, our table was set somewhere back near the pool table where Nick was so kind to change near the entrance of it. As I waited Nick was kind enough to accompany me. Mel came at about 9, Nick was also kind enough to order us dinner Tuna Turkey pizza and sate. As we ate Neeraj came to say Hi and was kind enough to play us Ludacris – Move Bitch which we sang our hearts out. There wasn’t much of a crowd at the beginning. I got a bottle of Sambucca so that everyone can do flaming shots. I ended up lighting 5 by myself… Marcia I can light it by myself now… yippee

Over the course of the event I did feel bit lonely as most of them did come in couple… I’ve told myself I’m over and done with this couple thing but once is still human. Nick was at our table when the clock turned 00:00. I hugged him and wished him a Happy new year. I hugged Mel too… As the party began in Thai Club I walked outside to see how the streets were celebrating. People were covered if fake snow and streamers as they sprayed from their aerosol cans. There goes our ozone layer… there should be a tear directly above them as they played it from 12 – 2. All the cars that passed by was sprayed with snow and streamers except for Police Cars of course. Policemen on the streets weren’t covered with any fake snow and streamers they were dodge quite well.

I began to become bored at the crowd suddenly grew from time to time. I, Mel and Lisa left Thai club before the clock reached 2. Luck was on our side as after we left Thai club was raided and they brought in K9 Dogs. After Thai club we headed to Jalan Ipoh dim sum and we had a light snack. They were lot of people after party like us as well enjoying their late night supper. After dim sum Mel sent me home and we made plans to meet on Sunday.

At home I took a long hot shower and headed straight to bed. I sat my alarm twice at 7 and 8. I was so in a verge to cut mass but I decided I didn’t want to get scolding on the 1st day of the year (Indian Superstition) so I went to church, everyone was still in bed sleeping. I wasn’t really paying attention during sermon, Father was taking about Virgin Mary’s pregnancy issue when my mind surprisingly drifted to Smallville. I could stop imagining watching Chloe’s face at the prom, you could see that she was so happy being beside Clark Kent. Chloe had such a nice smile very honest. My mind wondered further If Clark Kent had adventures while staying in Smallville using his powers what about Jesus. He had powers too, wonder why nobody is doing a series on that. Jesus at his teen years, wonder he had the hots with anyone?

After mass I shook hand with the priest and once outside church I met Anne and Jerome I wished the Happy New year and I headed back home. On the way I called Peggy to wish her a Happy new year she wished me all the best in 2005. She asked me when I would come over but I couldn’t reply as I knew that work will take the best of me now. Back at home mum was at kitchen washing up stuff, he turns around and tell me “Mark u went to church ah, u know if you didn’t want to go its ok but u must go tis evening as it is an obligation”… God tis people cant make up their mind. I sat and watched TV, Many of the relatives called to wish us Happy New Year. At 2 I went to sleep and woke up at 5 so I could go to church :P. After church we headed to Jalan Ipoh dim sum again as now my family wanted enjoy it.

Hey Guys ever wondered what happen to Jason Donavan. I was ripping some of Kylies Best of to my hard drive when tis song played... brings me back to the 80's... haaaa... padded shoulder dresses, puffed up hair, and Cheesy Music....

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU (Kylie Minogue & Jason Donovan)

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart
I thought of you You were in my heart
My love never changed I still feel the same

Especially for you I wanna tell you
I was feeling that way too And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I'm next to you

No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you

(CHORUS)
And now we're back together,
together I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I'm certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life You showed me the way
And now that I'm next to you
I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out all the love inside you, oh and

(CHORUS)
You were in my heart
My love never changed
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say It's all because of you