Diary: 23 October 2004

Yesterday night I spend the night playing card games with Michele.... Boy did I make her laugh. We played UNO, the Traffic Light game and Reversi she beat me in all of it flat. My grandmother stayed watch with us. We were making jokes till 1 in the morning, my grandmother had no clue and kept on hushing us and telling us to go to bed.

I shared a room with Kelvin, I was too tired to have a chat with him so I dozed off but at the back of my mind was Priscilla on how I would break the news to her. I know she loves me and all but what happen if you don't have the same feelings back, should you still be in the relationship? I had a good sleep till my hand phone woke me up with my customary SMS. Everyone was still in bed, so I crept down to the kitchen brushed my teeth and made myself a cup of Milo (Bfast of Champion)

I love Aunt B's Kitchen it is a very spacious place, and its quiet. She renovated it a year ago tiled floor,fancy kitchen cabinet., the end product was very good. I sat in that kitchen sipping my Milo thinking what the day would bring me. I taught about my future and where it would take me. I know I am a loner, something Priscialla said still rings in my ear, "You don't need anyone to please you all you need is yourself". I'm starting to think that its true. Why do I need anyone else.

I left Aunt B's place at about 9 a.m., Kelvin was kind enough to drop me at the KTM station. I was a tad hungry as I only had my Milo, I bought my ticket to Sentral and the train came as soon I reached the platform. I slept along the journey my brain just was in snooze mode. I got down at KL Sentral I didn't want to go home yet so I wondered around, I watched the walks of life that passed me by, some setting up the their stall, some enjoying the Ramadhan Bazaar and some just heading to their destination. I took the Putra back to Masjid Jamek when I reached there my tummy rumbled,I got myself some roticanai and some tau foo fah for the boys.I live with hungry ghost you know.

Once I reached home, I noticed that the house still had minor renovation being done and strange guys still doing their thing as usual they left a mess. I swept the houseand did lil mopping that itself drained me I took a short nap, to my surprise when I woke up it was 5.30. Mum wanted me to go to church as tomorrow we were visiting my dad's relatives six feet under. I hope to god it doesn't rain.

As I went to church to my surprise Priscilla was there with her aunt. I wanted to run but then I taught I did nothing wrong. So I approched her and said hi. She was shocked, who can blame her. I had dinner with the family today 'sate' was what we had. Melman just called he wants me to go out with him... No money pokai already lah... doesnt he get it. He wants to meet me,lets see...