Confused

Last weekend I sent an SMS to all my friends. It was one of those Spam SMS’es. It read ‘If you could change our current relationship with me what would you change too…’ Most of you all didn’t bother to reply, neither was I waiting for one. But I received 2 replies. One wanted me to be her brother if she could but one shocked me… One wanted me to be her boyfriend.

Why it shocked me? Cause she is getting married this October. It could be cold feet I hope it is. I told myself I’d never be the reason for a break-up. I must say this… she is the definition of Lionel Ritchie’s song, Hello, where it goes

“I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times”

With that kind of statement needless for me to say that I was crazy for her but I did nothing cause she was going strong for 7 years with her boyfriend. I replied her message back and she said I was the one that got away. What you mean got away. I never left. This always happen when you are attached. She’s not picking my calls up… And I’m confused. Should I pretend like it never happen?