Monday, February 28, 2005

Diary: The Ying and Yang of Life

Is it me or am I the last to know that KL is being a darker place. Murders in our everyday paper; fathers having incest relationship with their daughter; shady characters every corner we look. I wonder what’s happening, are people jobless that they have to resort this kind of things. Or are there no outlets for people to take it out. KL is being a dangerous place to live in these days I guess. I know one of my friends I planning o settle down and move away from KL as he says its getting to congested and to past paced. His soon to be wife is the one who suggested it and he is seriously thinking of moving away to Penang or Ipoh to start of a business of his own.

Out of all this hatred in KL I have been struck with innocence. Over the couple of days I’ve been meeting with toddlers. Where ever I go there is always one to make me smile. I remember going to Midvalley Guardian and there was this Chinese kid which kept on smiling at me. We played with each other as his dad carried him as we stood in line in the cashier counter. That same kid ran and hugged me in front of Pizza Hut as I passed by. You got to feel good when that happens. Along my train rides there were toddlers smiling at me. I’ve noticed kids do tend to get close to me but parents are the one who always use me to scare them cause of my stern face.

Mum and dad are back from Langkawi, I got a bottle of Vodka from them. Both of them looked bushed. They went to bed by 10-ish. I was watching Apprentice and I must say that this year’s contestants are all about themselves and are all so un-experience. Comparing last years contestants, most of them are chumps, in-experience, . The only person I see who really has potential is Raj Baktha and Kelly. I’m going to burst your bubble now for those who don’t want to know the ending of Apprentice skip this paragraph. The winner of Apprentice season 2 is Kelly. Please note that I was rooting for Raj as I think he really had potential.

Do you know they already have Apprentice season 3 and 7 people have already been fired. The participants look dodgier that season 2. We will just have to wait and see when it comes to our place.

Saturday, February 26, 2005

Diary: Days of My Life

Last couple of days have been an ok day for me but I did take notice that the people around me have been facing issues. My brother was beaten up last friday. 3 school guys jumped him looking for a handphone and some cash. they were dissapointed he didnt have any so they slpaped him and kicked his face. Poor boy had bruises i his face. Mum and dad made a police report on the matter. My bro said it was 3 maly kids, damm what happen to day day when the Indian and the Chinese folks took care of Notorious Sentul, it was safe to be Black.

Mum and Dad are in Langkawai on a romantic 3 day trip so I'm left in charge to take care of the house and the kids. Alex and Andrew had dinnerf rom the night market. I hadnged out with Mel. We headed to Petaling Street for a wlak down and just to hang with each other. Mel thinks that hanging out alone is a bad thing I cant seem to make him understand that hanging out alone is fine, there is nothing bad init.

Work has been good i guess, we had a sudden increase of profit in the last minute so we might be closing bit higher that we expected. I had a kind of a HOD meeting last couple of days which turn out to be quite hysteric, but next month s still judgement day. I need to show my worth like we say in our company "Justify your exsistance". I'm quite excited for next's week trip to redang. I went to Midvalley to shop for a new luggage back and a mystery gift for the trip. I also got sun tan lotion for the trip. I got some 3/4 pants for the trip as well. I hope it turns out fine?

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Diary: 23 Febuary 2005

The Board Meeting was today and all ther CEO/GM of our regioned arrived. I have given strict directions to all my staff to stay clear from Lester as I know for sure he will be in a mood after his meeting. I had breakfast with the guys, he was telling me bout the work and all. I went upstairs after breakfast where I met Shelly, she was layed back as usual, I still cant take my eyes away from her engagement ring, its so beautiful. Mark Chew (Hong Kong CEO) called me for breakfast. So I had another breakfast session with Mark and Shelly. It is always fun haging out with Mark he is so down to earth and u can really speak to him like he is one of the guys. Coming from Hong Kong I always treat him like my 'tailo'

The day went on fine I guess. For lunch me and Lenny headed to PBD for McD's again. I called to see if Shari was around in town but she wasnt... maybe some other time I guess. I doont seem to be up for lunch these days I guess its the breakfast I have each they, it just spoils my lunch time. I got my air tickets with me today yes so its final I'm flying. Lester asked me what was it I told him it was my air tickets I have a feeling he's not liking the idea of me flying to London on holiday. Too bad :P

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Diary: 22 February 2005

I woke up at 3 am and I noticed I had several SMS from Kelvin and Anne. I envy Kelvin, he feels and thinks he has already found the ONE. I had a shock when I received an SMS from him thanking me for the Xmas gift pack and how his new gf is the one to the altar. Man I do long for that feeling. I noticed that lots of my friends are getting married either next year or the year after that. I’m honestly really happy for them. Habis lah nak bagi dut kahwin….

Today work was bit relaxed, my 3 o’clock meeting with Lester went fine. He wanted me to me to produce the breakdown for next month’s projection. Lucky me had already done this I just had to explain to him. He wasn’t really happy with my projection as it was to low, but I had to bring him back to the ground and say this are the reality figures that we can do.

My phone was barred and I couldn’t make any calls till 12 a.m. the next day. Luckily I had the company line with me. I had to fork out RM300 just to settle my bill. I’m really thinking of increasing my credit limit as most of if is from the company. Oh shit, to think about it I haven’t settled PST issues as well. I need to call her but not this week as I shit to handle and next week I fly to Redang. I and Lenny had Mc’D’s at Bangsar, that place be banging anytime of the day, hot chicks everywhere you go. I stayed up to about 1-ish. I was watching Sammy staring Vikram and Trisha. Tomorrow is going to be a long day

Diary: 21 February 2005

Monday the dreaded Monday, as usual it was meeting day today. Today will be the day I will lashing from Lester as my channel has performed poorly. I got bad news from Logen as I entered to get the office keys, one of our services were looping and it had to be stopped. I had breakfast with Daryl and Logen, we discussed about the coming up Champion League games. Man U up with AC Milan, Nilstroy is set to come back from his injury.

My meeting was delayed till 12, in the middle while I was having my lunch when they called me for the meeting. Luckily I was in the pantry eating pasta which I made by the way. I ran through my stuff and Lester was ok with it I guess, he didn’t say much. I quickly dashed off from the meeting to continue my lunch. I really didn’t have much appetite after that.
I had my 3 o’clock meeting, here is when I taught I would die but again I was wrong, Lester being himself was very civil and proper. We had our meeting and we explain our action plans. There was nothing much he could do I guess so he just had to agree. After the meeting I and Lenny left the office, we were listening to the Kaadhalan soundtrack (my fav Indian movie). Back home after my bath I jus wanted to skip dinner and go to bed and I did that sharp 9 I was sleeping like a baby.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005


Me and Marcia Best buddy in the World ! ! ! ! Posted by Hello

Shelly and Mike After boozed up Posted by Hello

Shelly and Mike still Sober Posted by Hello

Diary: 20 February 2005

I slept in this Sunday; I only woke up at 10 that are also because some idiot had to call my room phone and didn’t speak. Mum and Dad was at home, they have a busy schedule and wouldn’t be at home after lunch. Mum made ‘Mumbai Toast’ for breakfast I had a lice with my iced Milo. I was watching what was left of the Sunday morning cartoons. I was bit hungry and to my surprised mum made me Maggie goring. She has never done this for me. I didn’t want to spoil my lunch so I only had half and Dad gobbled the rest.

They were showing Drumline on HBO, it was a cool movie I think percussion music are the heart and soul of music. Nick Canon played his role quite well. When u see a band group play you don’t really know how they train its maybe we have so lil band groups and most of them are lame anyway. I left home and meet Marcia at Bangsar station; I was running late as I had some errands to run. Mike and Shelly was already there waiting for us. It was Marcia 1st time meeting Mike.

As we sat down me and Marcia saw something sparkling and shiny on Shelly’s finger, we kept quite as Mike was there as soon he left for the gents we asked her was it an engagement ring and yes it was… I’m so happy. Looks like we have another wedding coming soon. I’m so happy for her, now I wish my other woman in my life would just settle down (wink, wink you know who u are). It was obvious that the ring was extremely expensive, sorry guys I can’t disclose it over the blog

We all began our 1st drink, mike was having a half pint, and Shelly was having a presidente margarita where I and Marcia had frozen margaritas. We ordered our bites and began our Monthly Bitching session. As usual I was on the topic to discuss. It was fun being with these two ladies. Shelly wanted us to have more drinks typical of her. After finishing our 1st drinks we ordered lemon drops ten tequilas, etc throughout the night I think we had 6 shot least. Shelly as usual was a goner. We had an outsider for a meet the infamous Bart. I was told by Marcia to behave and keep everything to secrecy. So Mark was a good boy. But I was surprised Bart new bout my blog and few other things. Shelly was already high when she left I stayed back with Bart and Marcia till 9.30. And then we left.

I decided to take a cab back home, I took my bath. Aunt Irene called to talk to me, I told her about my plans to come over in July she was quite happy to receive me. After the conversation I did lil ironing, watched the Apprentice. Thank go they voted Stacy out she reminded me of a small girl who just loves to ask question. I guess she never outgrew teen years. I didn’t really understand this week challenge. It was nothing executive nothing really business like. It was having a dog grooming centre in a park and who got the most money won, seems very basic to me. Trump must be out of ideas anymore. Over next couple of episodes I’ve notice Trump’s Lady Di has been aggressive. Something you haven’t seen in the 1st season.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Diary: 19th February 2005

I woke up at 7.30 all geared up for the MAS Fair. I left at bout 8 knowing the fact that it’s been awhile since I’ve at Mines and the 1st all by myself. Anne Gomez gave me directions to get to the place lil did I know that it wasn’t the full instruction on how to reach there. With a book in my hand my train journey to Bandar Tasik Selatan was what I needed. I’m looking forward to finish this book and starting on Kavita Deswani’s titles.

As I got down from the LRT station I felt very strange, like Anne’s directions wasn’t correct. Taking no chances there were kind people who showed me the proper way. Anne forgot to inform me the other half instruction to get there. But I guess I’m thankful she got me this far I guess. I took the KTM to Serdang and then a cab to mines which was waste of money cause it was just next door. There were a huge number of people already on que for the fair. I had to buy an entrance ticket which cost RM2. Oh yeah I reach Mines by 9 so I had an hour to wait, my book came handy again for me to past my time. At bout 9.45 out of no where Sponge Bob Squarepants and Patrick Star comes out and does a performance. I try to control my excitement as Sponge Bob now is associated with gay people ad I’m not gay. I wonder what the hell these two are doing in MAS fair, its not like we can book tickets to go see the pineapple under the sea.

Morgan met me at the travel agent booth; he introduced me to the guy in charge and he got my tickets done. I wanted to go on the 15 and come back on the 30 of July but apparently 30th was already fully booked so I picked 31st instead. After booking my tickets I browsed the place and I met Kevin, yoges and nicks cousin, like me he has put a couple of pounds, he was manning the Swiss Garden booth. Apparently we work nearby each other. He work in Phileo Damansara 1.I also met my Berjaya representative as they too had a booth over there.

I wanted to see what was so great bout Mines, I have friends who go there quite often and after browsing the place I do find it just mediocre place. I think the Cannel in between the shopping malls is cool. Being new and all I had trouble getting out of the mall. I think its built to keep u in and not out. The signage wasn’t really that clear. I guess you got familiar with the place just like how I know Sg Wang like the back of my hands. The time flew quite fast; it was already 11 by the time I left Mines. I walked back to the station in the hot sun. I was already working an appetite as I didn’t have anything for breakfast. I dint want to buy anything. I wanted to cook it. I decided to make a quick stop at Sogo. I decided I wanted Pasta for lunch, I got fettuccini, a mushroom sauce (wanted cheese but they didn’t have any) and a can of corn beef. I just wanted to try something new. I cooked my fettuccini putenesca (Italian for few ingredients).

Nobody was at home when I cooked; as I had my lunch Mum came in and had he leftovers. She liked it allot. I spent time chatting with mum. Me, Mum and Dad headed for the evening mass, Anne was there. A smile was passed between each of us. Mass was bit confusing today I wished sermon had bit Q and A session. After mass mum wanted me to cook pasta gain for dinner. So I did that. I had it with a glass of wine….

Diary: 18th February 2005

It was a very layed back Friday, everyone in the office was cheerful and not really in the mood to work. It was basically because there were no managers to keep the place intense and it’s already near to the end of the month. There is nothing much I can do to salvage the sales for the month of February…. Coming Monday will be D-Day.

I and Lenny headed to SS2 today for lunch. We had Nasi Kandar at Pelita. The food was excellent. Apparently this was the 1st branch. Lenny told me that this is the only place where they serve the best Nasi Kandar in KL. We had to dodge Michele for lunch; she has been getting bit sticky with us. Always wanting to hang with us for lunch and gossip about people. I just can’t stand that woman, I do gossip but you I normally gossip bout rumors stuff you hear not talk how bad this person or that person is. And I just can’t stand that whining voice, that laugh. I have no idea way but I just hate the site of her. I don’t think I’m the only one. It has come to appoint that nobody what’s to be her friend cause of all this.

I had a blast of time with Intan today when we translated English text to Malay text. By the way anybody knows the meaning of Family-man and under dress in Malay. I need help translating it in Malay. I and Intan were laughing our heads off giving the wrong translation. I’ve got 2 new projects to handle one from Ping and another from Lester. I’m really not looking forward to seeing him this coming Monday. Feels like school all over again.

I met up Mel at SS2 again after work; Lenny had to run some errands over there so he was kind enough to drop me off. I meet Mel at the hawker centre. I had the famous Baba nasi lemak; I had less rice with 3 dishes (Sotong, Chicken rendang, Prawn and Kang Kung). I had also a big bow of Lychee Kang to wash down my nasi lemak. After Dinner me and Mel headed to Bangsar, he wanted to pay his Maxis bill. I’m cautious with mine; I haven’t paid my total bill yet, just half.

We headed to Thai club after that, we met Nick at mamak stall he did his hair, He now looks like one of the Ah Beng’s Good God. I and Mel wanted just to unwind so we headed to Thai club instead of Thai Cowboy. We ordered a bucket of Heineken and we drank it quite coolly, just the two of us. For all of those who know me you would know I have a very high imaginative level, I never take anything at face value. While sitting there it felt like a part of a Ku Wak Cai Story (Young and Dangerous) Mel was Chan Ho Nam (Me Puking!!) and I was Sang Kai. If you follow the 6 part movie scene there is one part these two characters share each others company over a bottle of near. To me it felt just like that.

They had a Paper Doll show at Thai Club and I don’t care what you say about me, but they look better than woman. They were one part of the show where these paper dolls came out in their thongs and bikinis’ dancing to Kylie Minogue’s I believe in you. Its was sexy for a moment there u forget these are actually men. Shelly dropped by with Mike and Thai Club she looked sexy as always. We left Thai Club at about 12, Mel sent be back home.

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Diary: 16 Febuary 2005

It was the usual today work was taxing as usual. I had a quick content meeting with the guys there werent anything much to talk bout so we finished it in 10 minutes. Lenny was excited to day as he was eager to meet the Thr's Dj. He was supposed to attend a recording shoot with Michelle. Our voice over was supposed to be Ram and Shanti but at the last minute Ram backed out. We got Anandan instead. I think Lenny managed to get Shanti pissed off by asking her to re-do the script many times. The boy can be persistent when he wants to be.

I left office at 3 to head to Maxis tower (next to KLCC). I met Zaki there for a trainning session that lasted bout ah hour. I headed back to KLCC office to disturb Saira Banu. The office looked quite vacant. I left at about 6-15 and headed to Kinokuniya just to peruse around.. I love to surround myself in books. Mum cooked fish today it was hard to digest if you know what I mean. I went online to check on the forum., just to see if anything was up of course there were many post for me to reply.

At night I watched Rocky. I'm not really a boxer fan that movie is defiantely a man's flick. A motivational movie of a boxer. I like the way he treats his gf. You dont see those kind of qualities anymore. I guess this should be one of my classic collections. Must get them in DVD

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Diary: 15 Febuary 2005

It back to work today for me, i had no problems waking up. As i took the train I noticed that lot of people are just only coming back from their holiday. At th epeople I'm talking about are not those who are celebrating CNY. I had more than 400 junk mails to clear as opened my email. I meet Logen for breakfast, we chit chatted about our holiday and the happening in the football arena.

Work was ok I gues there was 6 days worth of report to do. Marcia was online and I had a nice chat with her on my yahoo. Shelly seems to have drifted away currently. Taking care of Mikey I guess. Lester was talking to me how the sales would project. I'm worried. Its going to be the worst month of the whole accounting year. I'm so out of ideas.

I left office at about 6-ish. Mum was home quite early I was quite hungry so with a quick bath I was having dinner. Mum made luncheon meat stew... ok lah. If it was luncheon meat curry then it would have been yum yum. My eyes were drowzy by 9.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005


Big Ol Jeevan at the Indian Shop. Quirkiest fellow I ever met. Put me in stiches.  Posted by Hello

Diary: 14 February 2005

I woke up just in time to catch the Grammy's on TV. The opening act was 8wonderfull although I think I've had enough of Black Eyed Peas. My dad woke me up art 5.30 to ask me if I was going to work or not, Arrhhgghh... I've told the man many times I'm was leave. My phone was barred as I found out that my current bill standings is Rm400+, I got ready to meet Shari at KLCC.

I was on time, but I had to go pay my handphone bill 1st. I meet Shari in Isetan MNG she looked beautiful as usual. We walked aimlessly around KLCC for a bit before heading to Chillies. We began our meal by drowning our single life with Magarita's. We also ordered too much food, We ordered Triple Play, Fajitas Nachos and Garlic Cheese bread. People kept looking at our wide spread of food. We obviously had to pack them as it was too much for us. I think I already bored of chilies food. Asyik makan benda sama aje. Now my new thing is Italianis.

Me and Shari catched up on events that has been happening in our life. We went lil shooping after lunch. I wanted to get a Black tie to look like Constantine, vain in it. I did get one from Topshop. Shari gota pair of shoes from Vincci. AFtre shopping Shari dropped me home. Alex was at home bathing he was quite happy for some reason. Apparently he hadn't had lunch so hge had my leftovers. He told me bout how he professed his love to Marie, boys growing up I must say. While listening to his story I was ironing my clothes for the week. I took a short nap at about 3 -ish. I woke up at 7 to the sound of the thunder storm.

I took my bath and just lazyed around. I watched Alladin on the Disney Channel late night. For a moment I was memerized by Prince Jasmine. She looked hot. I knew then I had to go to bed.

Monday, February 14, 2005

Diary: 13th Febuary 2005

I woke up early to attend mass in St John’s. There wasn’t much of a crowd there. Father John Pergasam kept mass which wasn’t that bad. He answered my problem of what to sacrifice in the lent season. I found it funny that St Johns advertised the Bible study as an easy A subject to attain in SPM. I wonder if it’s true. After mass I headed back home, I stopped at the kiosk to get Sunday Mail and an iced coffee (Yuck). I stopped by the market to get myself some breakfast; most of the Chinese shops are still closed for CNY holiday so I had no choice but to get Nasi lemak.

I was home alone as my parents were all heading to St Joseph’s mass. I took the liberty to watch the basketball game. Mum came back after mass while dad stayed back for his ‘Meetings’. I sat in the kitchen talking to mum while she cooked lunch (briyani chicken rice). We discussed about lots of things, how she felt on matters and how I responded to it. Some of my relatives are very back dated people. During this time I told my mum I will not join any family functions due to some trivial issues which have been blown out of per potions.

I didn’t want to take my Sunday sleep so I went through my cd collection, stuff I’ve burned along the way. Have you guys done that you know go through your old stuff, makes you feel good in it brings out some kind of feeling. Well I felt like that.

I was 1st to reach 1 utama, I picked up the tickets and walk aimlessly around 1 Utama as I waited for Mel and Lisa to come. I was searching for Aunt Anne so I could get myself Lemonade but I couldn’t find one. I ended up in MPH where I met Mel and Lisa there. They already have the 6th Harry Potter book out for pre-order but Kinokuniya haven’t opened its pre-order counter yet. Dam!!!

We headed to the cinema to watch Constantine, after seeing it twice still a wonderful movie. Rachel Weis…..

After the movie we headed to Italianis for dinner. We had a bottle of white wine, a garlic chicken pizza, and Grilled Chicken Fettuccini and tiramisu cake for desert. We had a wonderful time talking and joking bout old memories and things to come. After dinner we headed home.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Diary: 12th Febuary 2005

Today I woke up with flu. I slept only at 3.15 am. I was talking to a dear friend nobody has ever opened me up like that before. I spoke of one of my problems with her. She was quite a therapist, at lest she help me in the right direction. My flu was not that bad I knew it was because of not enough of sleep UI woke up at 8-ish to send my grand mum off. It was Saturday and u got to begin your day with Saturday morning cartoons. Mum was busy in the kitchen cooking. I wasn’t really in the mood for lunch so I had a short nap instead. I woke up just in time for tea; I sipped my tea and taught about work, planning up my strategies of what to do when I head back to work this coming Tuesday. I wish I brought my gold book along.

Mum cooked pasta for diner, not really appetizing but food is food we respect it. Its something mum always taught it we show food respect and we will always have abundance of it. I’ve seen out of experience people who show food respect does tend to have problem getting food on the table. It’s an Indian thing I guess….

Who do you think is the poet of our time? Forget T. S. Elliot of E. E. Cummings. Who do you think can connect to us with his or her poetry? You guys must be thinking who reads poetry anymore right. But poetry is everywhere the music that you listen to is poetry in its own form. To me Robbie Williams writes poetry wonderfully, he is actually a man of substance. People call him eccentric and a big lump of ego but aren’t all artist like that. His poetry isn’t all about love it’s about his life and how he feels. I leave you here with one of his best works

"Old Before I Die"
She's taking me places
I should never have been
She's showin' me faces
I should never have seen
Well these are strange days we're livin' in today
Cest la vie I say

I hope I'm old before I die
I hope I live to relive the days gone by
I hope I'm old before I die
But tonight I'm gonna live for today
So come along for the ride
I hope I'm old before I die

She's not feeling stable
She's unable to breathe
Her heart's beating faster
So I'll ask her to leave
These are strange days we're livin' in today
Am I straight or gay

I hope I'm old before I dieI
hope I live to see the day
The pope gets high
I hope I'm old before I die
Well tonight I'm gonna live for today
So come along for the ride
I hope I'm old before I die

Well these are strange days we're livin' in today
Cest la vie I say, I say, I say
I hope I'm old before I die
I hope I live to relive the days gone by
I hope I'm old before I die
But tonight I'm gonna live for today
So come along for the ride
I hope I'm old before I die
Old before I die
Old before
Old before
Old before I die
Old before I die

Friday, February 11, 2005

Diary: 11th Febuary 2005

I woke up at 4.20 am; my lil snooze apparently was transformed to a long nap. I tossed and turned for awhile. I got up to watch some TV, once out I remembered my grand mum was still here and was using the living room. I had a glass of cold water instead. I went back to bed tossing and turning but I couldn’t get back to bed. There was nothing much I could do and I didn’t know anyone up at that time EXCEPT for Anne. I sms-ed her and we chatted for sometime till I fell back in slumber. I woke up back at 8.30 all geared up for my events today. I planned this day. I assumed I would be stuck in the house for the last 2 days so I would need a breather, although I didnt need one I still decided to go through with the plan.

I left the home at bout 9.00 and reached KLCC at bout 9.30. The cinema wasn’t open till 10, so I stood with my book at hand till it open. I promised Melman that I would watch Constantine with him but I was too eager to wait for him, so I decided to go watch it by myself. I caught the 10.30 flick. As I was still early I headed to Isetan to get a gift for my Directors function tonight. I decided to get his a bottle of wine. I headed back to the cinema, I stopped by the concession stand before heading in since it was a morning flick sodas and popcorn was out of the questions, I got orang juice and cheezel’s instead. I had a nice corner seat.

The movie had all the elements it needed for a good movie; Keanu Reeves plays John Constantine very well. Rachel Weis…. well she was edible yum yum. The story is about exorcism and the coming of the son of Satan (dats all I will say). I’m very intrigued with anything to do with my religion (Catholism). It all began in high school when they were teaching the Renaissance, and the things that happen during that time. The church used to sell forgiveness just to build a basilica (big ass church) of great magnificent. I did ask myself why the priest did such a thing after pondering it just popped to me their only human just like u and me. I’ve learned that my religion hold many secrets which it doesn’t want the public to know. I know you must be thinking I’ve read the Da’Vinci’s code far too many times but please do humor me. What ever the secrets that lie in my religion I will still stand in beliefs.

Like I was saying I was quite curious what my religion has to hide. I don’t go seeking for it as I’m to afraid to find out but I let it come to me for example I found out that the bible that we read is actually a censored book, meaning to say there are addition 6-7 books not included in the bible. Why??? I know why if your interested go find for the truth.


After the movie I headed to SFC for lunch, the guys still remember me. They asked where I’ve been so I had to explain. I had a roast chicken sandwich with a hot cup of English Breakfast Tea. I sat and eat my sandwich, I told myself I’m starting to behave like a foreigner. I finished my lunch and continued reading my book while enjoying my cup of tea. I decided to head back home to rest before my evening event.

I met Lenny at Bangsar LRT Station sharp 6.30. We were discussing about stuff that was happening in our life. Prabu Deva Hits were playing at the background, we sang along to our favorite hits like songs from Love Birds, etc. We found our way to my director’s house. I felt very out of place when i reached his living area why because it was just like in the movie 2 black dudes in a white neighborhood. Anybody saw the Robin Family cookout how the black folks were coming to the white community; well that’s how I felt two black niggas in the wrong place. Each house was designed differently. I and Lenny was the 1st to arrive. My director came to welcome us. He showed us his 2.6 million ringgit house. He house is very nice with nice carpet grass and a small gazebo. Soon after we reached Logen, Saira, Jaya, Azis arrived. We all sat in the gazebo talking and making jokes. My directors brought us beer for us to drink… we were like O.K., what’s going on here.

We soon adjourned for dinner with a wide spread of dishes. There was 3 types of sate, tomato prawns, fried chicken, wanton and more I just concentrated on the sate. As it was a free flow we indulged ourselves. For desert we had ice kacang which was quite tasty. Me and the guys were making jokes and doing office gossip. At about 9.30 we left. The night was very hot and all the beer we consumed was just doing us no good. I hoped it rains and It sure did.

Diary: 10th Febuary 2005

I woke up with beeping sounds from my hand phone. It was all my morning info. I guess it was 10 when I woke up, I layed in bed reading all my messages news, my Fung Shui, my almanac. There was something unsettling in me like a spirit of its own, it wanted to get out. I just had the urge to leave the house. I washed up and headed to the barber for a lil snip, snip. Andrew apparently had already gone to get his hair cut. I enjoyed my walk to the barber; the sun was bit hot but something any true Malaysian could handle. Nowadays there are so many fakers who complain they can’t take the weather I ask u where the hell you have been, last I checked you never left the country. Remember when we were schooling where the damn assembly was on the hot sun, I didn’t hear anyone complain.

The barber shop was quite empty; surprisingly I guess everyone is off for the holidays. I’ve been going to that place ever since me seven. I know these peeps and these peeps know me. As much I would like it to be like the movie but it’s just a barber shop. I got my cut and shave. I didn’t want to head home so fast the restless spirit still was in control of me. I decided to head to the train station. I met Shanti at the LRT station, last I met her I thin she was standard 5 I guess; now she is a beautiful butterfly. We had a short conversation as my stop was the first. She was telling me how her Dad was.

Hey I guess Dad always looking out for her lil girl. One of my good friend came up with a theory on how to bring up a daughter. Fathers are quite close to their daughters till the day they become a ‘woman’ that is when they start to drift away from them. It is there we make the mistake, the father should still continue showering his daughter with love, etc. You might ask me if my friend is married a have kids of her own well the answer is wrong but her theory seems quite solid unless someone likes to disapprove it.

I headed to Parkson to at the Mall to do lil scouting. I found a pair of ¾ pants which was on sale, I bought it. This will go to my Redang trip apparel. I headed to the supermarket to do lil investigating (will tell U later bout some other time). I bought 2 box of chocolates one for my mum another for Peggy when I go and visit her. I called her and she was at home she called me to come over. I headed to Peggy’s place; Yogi was there to greet me. I gave the chocolates to her and we began to talk. It’s been a while I’ve seen that lady. Old age has taken her. She currently works to support the family I think or just to pass the time away. I learned that Uncle has just survived from fits, she didn’t really one to talk bout it so I let that go.

I sat and watched Jams Bond with the family it brought me back to old times of how we really used to be. I can remember be at that home watching a movie, doing assignment or just lazing around, there was always food. Peggy used to make it lot d of dishes my favorite would be ‘Flour kuih’ of pan mee. She would make it every Saturday for lunch and I would be there. I left the house bout 2.30 and headed back home. It was far too late to have lunch so I decided to skip it. Mum and grand mum were at home watching something on TV. I headed to my room. I decided to watch Bride and Prejudice, staring Aishwarya Rai and other British actors. It was a good movie; imagine a Hindi movie in English. That’s what it was, I think they were going for a Bombay Dream effect but they did fall short. I can’t remember reading Pride and Prejudice nor do I remember the storyline of the movie (Hugh Grant acted in it). Aish as always mesmerizing with her eyes. It’s a VCD/DVD movie not a thing I would pay RM10 to go see the cinema.

I spent the evening in front of the PC writing my blog and just fiddling on it. At about 6 I watched TV and caught up with my cartoons. Mum has a problem with me watching cartoons, I haven’t grown up I keep telling her. Mum feed Alex and Andrew for dinner. I honestly felt jealous. Its not that I wanted to be fed, she didn’t ask me if I wanted to be… jealousy bad thing….

I watched the American Idol, I love the relationship Simon and Paula have. They argument one minute and then their best friends just like me and Shelly. But you’ll never see me pulling Shelly for a kiss. I left to my room at bout 9 as mum and grand mum wanted to watch their Tamil serial. I was in my room reading the Rule of Four, a must get for all those who are bit cultured and loves a mystery novel. While reading I fell fast asleep.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Diary: 9th Febuary 2005

Its CNY today and also Ash Wednesday. You guys wondering what’s Ash Wednesday’s all about well it’s the only day we look like Hindu’s with ashes on our fore-head. Hahaha. Just Kidding Guys, Ash Wednesday marks the beginning of the 40 days of lent. We are supposed to do some kind of sacrifice during these 40days. Not allot of people do any sacrifice anymore some still do continue the tradition, my GM doesn’t smoke from 9 – 6, ever since I knew him he has always done that for the lent season. I haven’t decided myself what I would like to give up. Where do I Begin?????

I had a relatives gathering today, Mum was having a Christmas after Party talk about bad timing. Aunt B, Michelle and Mama was first to arrive. Mama bought some Laddu and some Jelabees my fav. Aunty Pat, Gerald and lil Michael arrived; the house was noisy after that. Mum cooked a feast. She cooked briyani rice, char siew pork, fried chicken, beef rending, and cabbages. While we were having lunch Uncle Tony and His family arrived. We all had lunch I wasn’t that hungry. I seem to be having a different taste for food these days. I seem to want western food than Malaysian cuisine. Something must be wrong with. To ensure I have not forgotten my roots I plan to have a traditional banana leaf this coming Monday, I’m going to have the whole works.

Kelvin came late, he was talking bout his new house and stuff he just got in it. Proud of his he finally got his priorities right but he is still an asshole. He kept on saying loudly that his gf is going to spend the night in his room tomorrow. Do we really need to know? Sometimes I have no clue what’s he thinking, fine he wants to show off but I guess you got to know what show off. He was also talking a lot bought his GF; Serena apparently knows my batch of people. I have no clue who she is. He kept showing of her SMS and kept asking Aunt B to reply back. Help ! ! !

I took a short nap there was too much bull shit going on. As I woke up I saw Annie having her cup of tea. All of them were looking Mum and Dads Anniversary video… luckily it w the last part. My grandma was staying over the next couple of days. I was planning to have late night sleeps but I guess I can throw it down the drain. She likes to sleep in the hall where the TV is. I stayed in my room. The night was quite hot, I was watching Meet the Fockers, it was very funny. I couldn’t sleep so I spent the night in the cyber world. I was at my PA forum. Anne and Cynthia were online to keep me company. Cynthia was finishing her assignment and we gossip about family matters. She is the only person on my father’s side that I really can relate too. She is so down to earth, honest & a good friend.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Diary: 8th Febuary 2005

It’s the Eve of CNY, practically my department is empty all already on leave. I came in as usual to work but I found myself to playful to work. I had breakfast with Paul I didn’t have anything heavy just a cup of coffee. The whole morning was wasted with doing nothing and checking on personal stuff. I and Lenny had lunch at Purnama’s again which Hasmida joined. We had a long lunch break and a cornetto ice cream for desert. After lunch we got an email from our Administrator saying that company has declared half day and all of the staff can go back at 3p.m.

Sharp 3 we left the office. I and Lenny first headed to Bangsar to check out the liquer price so we could buy them for our redang trip. We scouted around and noticed that the priced have been hiked a bit must be because of the CNY celebrations. We met Cindy as we entered TMC. She has done her hair bit she still looks the same. After scouting of the price Lenny and I headed to see Jeevan at his office. Off to Sri Petaling we went, we picked him up and headed back down to KL. Along the way I was in stitches as he joked around on Lenny’s expense. I have never laughed so much like that for a very long time. I had hic-cups because of that.

We headed to Mydins at Masjid India (Lil India). The place has been given a face lift some stores but just a brand new look. We parked our car in Semua House and headed over to Mydin. Lenny wanted to get a pot for his new plant, the lucky bamboo. Again Jeevan was with his quick quirky remark which kept all of us in stitches. It’s nice for once to take a back seat and just laugh. Jeevan was kind enough to treat us a drink. I had coconut water which tasted quite refreshing. It cured my Hic-cups too.

Lenny was still thirsty so we took the car and headed to Jalan Pudu near the temple. We parked some place up there and headed to a Indian restaurant next to the temple. Lenny and Jeevan had a lite snack after that we headed our separate ways. I decide to take my chance and see if Petaling Street was open ad It was. I took the liberty to browse around the place. I saw luggage’s being sold at a very cheap price I wanted to get it but my Almanac aid I should save for a rainy day.

I met Anne for diner AGAIN, this time I got to know her lil better. We had dinner at Nandos I enjoyed my meal very much but I don’t think Anne enjoyed hers. Anne if you’re reading this I know another place you will definitely enjoy.

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Diary: 7th Febuary 2005

No one was in the mood to work today except for the designers, datelines await them. Lester didnt join our rountine Monday Meetings, it was very laid back and everyone was laughing. Production in office has been stopped as there is only 2 work day. I and Lenny had lunch with Sacchin today he was telling me that he is planning to get married in July. Evryone is getting married. Sacchin is such a character, he met his fiance on the net. They have been chatting online for the past 3 years before he came down for some bussiness for 2 months. During that 2 months he courted his fiance and decided to leave Bombay and settle down here in Malaysia. His wedding will be here in Malaysia but his honeymoon will be India. He is gonna bring her over there show her everything. I met Anne for dinner today, she looked nice. We had dinner at MC Donalds, she is such a good company and a brave girl. I woke her to Masjid Jamek as we walked she talked about how guys disturbes her on the road. That lady is one of the Independant ladies I know.

Monday, February 07, 2005


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Diary: 6th Febuary 2005

I woke up quite early to head myself to St John's. I came in late for mass it was the boring ol priest keeping it. There doesnt seem to be allot of people in Mass at St John's I guess theve taken their leave for the CNY break. After mass I headed back home I got the Malay Mail, I was shock to see the front cover story, it was about a Man who lost a wife and his a set of twins his 1st born. You would expect with the new technology and all pregnancy would be least of your worries. It also makes you wonder about lots of things. Now I know some ladies reading this blog is gonna say... 'See look at the amount of sacrifice we have to go to just to bring a new life' Well I do have to say yes and no to it. Man (Good ones) do take in their share as well.

Is it just me or doest it see that we dont really feel the festivals anymore. CNY doesnt seem like they I sused to feel. I think its going to be just like another day. Valentines Day is coming soon, I was in Isetan KLCC and I could see the ladies shopping for their men and men sneaking in the womans department. Its been a while since I bought any gift for a woman. Anybody wants a necklace or a bracelet. I'm buying...

I headed to the market and got myself some chee cheong fun for breakfast and some chinese kuih for mum, Mum was alone at home cleaning for our family get together on CNY day. I wonder if were celbrating it... hehehe anyway were Malaysian in it we celebrate anything. My dinner plans with Mel and the gang got canceled Nick backed down stating he is kind of busy. She sounds bit shady to me.... Mel wants to meet up for lunch tommorow lets see how that goes.

I watched Oprah they had the cast of Seinfeild which was cool. I think they were there to promote their DVD of the 1st 3 seasons. The interview was ok. One thing I noticed in the interview was the 4 of them were quite close and they missed their relationship that they had. But dont you think Oprah is kind of over rated now. Everytime she has a program she seems to be giving out stuff. I'm not saying its bad but like they say too much of a good thing isn't good for you.

Saturday, February 05, 2005

Diary: 4th Febuary 2005

Ahh its a Friday but I dont really feel it as work these days is no longer layed back as it used to be everything is up to me. I was surprised to see my gals working as I came in at 6.45 to the office. Apparently they have been working since 12 midnight yesterday night. They were quite awake though, they were hungry and were waiting for the mamak stall to open downstairs. The chinese music was blaring up till about 7.30 a,.m where they headed to Purnama for breakfast. I went to the 10th floor to hang with Logen adn Paul just to check if anything was wrong.

Work was hassle no details on it as it was just incruciating. I'm practicing myself to be a vegetarian as LENT is coming soon. I need to find ways to eat healthy. Ive noticed Malaysian food is not really catered for it just take a look next time u go hve Malaysian cuisine. I'm thinking of making my own lunches to work.... well its just a taught. Me and Lenny stayed back to ensure the gals could handle their adverts. I saw they were taxing themselves so I had to cancel some adverts. It was a human move... now i know we are definately NOT gonna make it sales tis month... DAMN ! ! ! Lester has been quite uptight these last couple of days with good reason. We have been slipping up and I'm gonna make sure were not.

It was geting late and we were hungry and forgetting to eat healthy we headed to Pusat Damansara and had KFC 3 piece set with cheesy wedges. We had a massive meal and I headed back home with my book in my hand as my company along my journey. As i reached home Mel called me asking me if I wanted go hang out and have some tea. He promised me no drinking and he was in his short and wearing slipers. I taught that was safe enough but I was so wrong. He picked me up and I saw Lisa on the passenger seat. Hhmm.... fishy.

I assume we heading to a nearby mamak, then he tells me we heading to Thai Club I laugh at him assuming he was joking but apparently he wasn't. He parked the car at Rohas Perkasa and started to walk to Thai club... to my horror all of us were in our slippers but we did make a detour to Coffee Bean. At Coffee Bean we sat down and talked. I had English Breakfast Tea which Lisa made fun of as I was having it late night, but hey its my favourite tea. We chit chatted till closing time (1.30) and we left to dim sum place where we meet our high pitch lady who served us Dim Sum. We ate quite allot but I see t be bored with it now as the variesties sem to be same. Must go get some Hong Kong ones. I took along hot shower as I reached home. I initially wanted to shave the fuzz off my face but I guess its just have to wait till tomorrow

Diary: 5 Febuary 2005

I woke up at 10 there were lots of messages on my phone most of them mostly office. I took a nice long bath and started shaving. I love the Body Shop shaving cram its better than the your gilette foam. Its very smooth and it lathers up fast with just a small pinth of the solution. I was just to lazy to iron anything so I just wore an ugly T-Shirt.

I took a slow walk to the train station, and I headed to pay my bills (mostly credit cards). I finished by the 12.30 and I headed to KLCC to browse around the place. See if anything new was about. I got my toiletries at guardianand I headed to Tower records bit tempted to buy some CD's. I went to Iseatan to look for some 3/4 pants for my beach trip in Redang in March. I did find a couple but I hesitated to buy. I went to the Video shop to see anything new was about but there was nothing much. I called Sharon (my Collegues) to inform her Jazz in the City was in Tower Records. Now she needs to go get it for me... hahahaha. Why u ask, caus e I've been nice to her ad she is re-paying me back. Poor gal has come down with flu.

I headed to Sg wang at about 1. I knew I was early so I just went to Lot 10 Isetan, along the way I hear a Tehno version of Choi Sang Toh, once I reaced Isetan they were playing RnB music, believe it or not Jay Z was being played over the air. With a couple of NY songs thrown in. AS i sat reading my book at the bench and listening to Chingy go "I like the way U shake ur Right Thurr..." Mel called me, It was already 2. We were supposed to have lunch with Eve (Yes ! the one who bit me and left marks). I met him at the childrens department at Lot 10 and we headed to meet Eve, she was on th epedestrian bridge waiting for us.

Eve had fatigue written on her face, she was practicaly dragging her feet (injury). Weheaded down to Seed I had lunch there. Poor Eve was lost in the conversation as me and Mel were talking about yesterdays turn of events (left our for a reason). Mel liked my small gift I got him an Indonesian FHM which had allot of semi-nude gals. Wen will he ever grow up. Chin asked me a surprsing question. She asked me why I called Sharon Immature. Hmmm.... didn't really wanna go to detail but I gave her a brief explanation.

After lunch we went DVD shopping, Chin wanted to get some back to Mother Russia so she could sweep her bore away. It was hard to control myself not to buy the whole shop. I had my eye on a couple of movies like Ray, Blade Trinity, South Park Box Collection. Chin got a couple. As the place was packed I had to get close to her and that gal smelled good. It was Paco Robano she said to me. We walked aimlesly aroud Sg Wang till Eve said she needed to get some undies for her bro. I must say thats the saddest thing I ever heard. We headed to FOS at KL Plaza. We had a short detour where they had these 2 China kids doing acrobatic acts. They were quite good but bit shaky like they could colapse anytime.

Me and Chin headed to FOS as Mel and Lisa watched on. Chin made a show at FOS. as shewas buying boxer for her brother she made a loud remark that if she didt see me in a red boxer she would not have sex with me. And she kept trying to fit it on me. Damm I should have let her shop alone. She wanted to get checkered boxers for her bro, who wears that anymore....

After buying the stuff we headed our own separate way. I took the train back home, Chin took a cab Mel stayed on. No one was at home and the house was mine i watched a movie till about 9 where I went to buy dinner. I met Amit at the hawker centre near our place. He was having his dinner as well. We had a short chat and I left back home to have diner. The family came home after their party and I went in to my room for some online time. I met Anne online, she's doing the night shift. We've made plans to meet up ext week. Lets see how it goes.


Friday, February 04, 2005

Diary: 2nd & 3rd Febuary 2005

The Wednesday felt like a blady Monday. It was back to work and I've been drilled to show my Febuary projections. God its gonna be hell. Lester wasnt too happy with my projections he thinks its abit unrealistic. Hey he wants miracles so I have to give him miracles. God I'm so dead this month being holidays and all I dont think I cant hit the target. Some people is still blur at their work and still cant oull their act together. I had one of theose conversation with Lester about my situation. he has told me that he has talke to her and told what is expected of her. Lets see if she can perform now... fat chance.

I gonna go bald soon. The pressure seem to be escalating every single day what makes it worse is that I even have to take care of trivial stuff as well. I need to make my team more dependant.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Diary: 1st Febuary 2005

The Organising bug hit me in the morning. I beagn the day with sorting my drwawer and closet. I arranged my ironning basket properly and threw away all those dodgy shirts and pants. My mum seems to be lazy with work she seems to making sausage with onions since last Saturday. I'm not the one who like to complain but its kind of getting boring. I dont want to see anymore processed meat. After organising my clothes I sat down to watch some movies. I and Alex saw Minalle(Thunder), After 1/2 watching the movie it was obvious we had seen it soo much that we knew the dialogues in the movie. I decided to look into my DVD collection and we ended up watching Lemony Snickets Unfortunate Events and Mr 3000 starring Bernie Mack.
I watched Oprah as well, it was show of how important time management and energy management was. It should go hand in hand. Most of the time we suffer from energy power. We lack the nutritent to fule our body... makes sense. It said that its quite important to have breakfast. Like thats has never been emphasized before.
Talk about weddings they seem to be every corner I turn, that seems to be hot topic after Tsunami. As I was reading CLEO for the month of Febuary I noticed that their cover story was planning a wedding.... AArrgghhhh ! ! ! Talking about CLEO, I think the Editors of CLEO is sucha hot babe. Shamayne Leelawati appears to be a down to earth woamn with her own stands and beliefs abit of class. She writes a very upbeat Editors Note. Did I mention she's HOT ! ! ! The photgraphers make her look good.
I took a short nap and woke up about 6, I noticed I had 3 missed calls 2 of them was from Chin Joo, I SMSed her to find out what was up but she called me back apologising for brusing (biting) me. I was bit dis-orientated as I just woke up she apologised for biting me. I taught she alread did. By the way the bruise is still there by the way.... Just imagine if I had a girl friend and if she were to see it boy would I need to explain myself. Hahahaha

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Diary: 31 January 2005

It was a rough Monday, meetings galore. I got my things ready but my first meeting was pushed late till after lunch. It was ok I had myown stuff to do. Pretend to look busy. My headache happened after lunch where it spoied my whole day. My marcomm manager lied through her teeth during the RnD meeting. Something quite big. Dammthen during mydaily meeting Lester looked at me for answers she should be answering..... I'mnot saying much tis time... Too lazy to type no frustrating to type....

Diary: 30 Juanuary 2005

It was so hard to wake up in the morning after just 1-2 of sleep. I woke up for mass which my whole family entered, mass was quite good. Eventhough having sleep depriviation I understood the serman in the mass. I met Anne after mass, she did her hair very nice. Really suits her, I met her after mass and I walked her to the bus station we joked around and she was saying its been a long timesince we met as it was true our paths have not crossd for quite a long time. I boughtbreakfast from a nearby restaurant and I walked back home. Mum ad Dad had to do some church activity.

Back home I had my yam cake with a rich cup of Milo. I watched my cartoons, caught Dexter and other stuff. I left to meet up marcia and shelly for lunch. Marcia offered to pick me up from Bangsar station she was late as usual. We wanted to go to Soul-ed Out for launch but the place was closed so we ended up at this place called Kiwi bakery and cafe. Nice cosy place food was good. I had to tell Shelly and Marcia my Saturdays event and how Sharon (my Ex) thinks I'm gay. She isnt te 1st I told her, doesnt mean your not in a relationship your gay init. Some people just immature I guess. Mike is coming down to swoop Shelly to the Sting concert 1st Febuary. thats a very down to earth man I hope both of them have a happy ending. The meeting felt weird... hmm no alcohol involve its was bit dull. Marcia sent me back to bangsar staion and we spoke about life and relationship.

As i reached home I took a short ap, I told my brother to wake me up at 6.30 so I could run my chores, watch simpsons and Kumar's. I had sucha deep sleeep when i woke up there was darkness in the whole room. I taught I slept throughthe whole night at it was early morning. Shit I didnt do my ironing. I woke up andsearched for my handphone and i noticed it was only 9.30 at night. I forgot my family went for my cousins wedding reception dinner. I was home alone... WONDERFULL. I ironed my clothes and then had a lite lunch. I caught the repeat of all my favourite propgrams except for the Kumars. My family came in at about 11, I couldn't sleep after taking a such a deep slumber I watched more TV till one....