Christmas Message

Christmas is near and just like the Lord says is best we forgive and forget. I would like to apologize to all those I’ve intentionally or unintentionally hurt in my blog or just in your face. 2005 have been kind to me. I’m a Manager now? Who ever thought I would ever reach this height. There was even a time I was too lazy to find a job. I look forward to 2006. I wish everyone (my friends + and blog readers) a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Yeah . May the year 06 bring you joy and a step to maturity of life.

Bystander's View

I know of a friend who her fiancé wanted to break off with her for something quite trivial when I heard about it my heart leaped of anger and desperation. Anger on how he could threaten this woman as such. Is marriage a joke? That you can pull back when you want to? There was a sec where I was worried about her and asked should I step in and ask her hand in marriage? Then reality kicked my ass and I was back to my senses. I and this gal have been really friends for a long time. I began to ask myself questions like how do betray such a friendship of so long? So now I’m a by stander in her dilemma watching her by the sidelines only allowing myself to comfort her with my words.

Movie: Roll & Bounce

"Roll Bounce," a kid-oriented comedy set in the summer of 1978 on the South Side of Chicago.The star is Bow Wow, formerly Lil Bow Wow, now an actor and not a bad one at that. He plays Xavier, a 14-ish boy who spends his summer days skating with his friends at the old Palisade Garden Roller Rink. The Palisade is closing, though, forcing the boys uptown to a more prosperous-looking disco-skating rink, where the kids wear nicer skates and make fun of the poor kids from the South Side. X and his pals -- trash-talking Junior (Brandon T. Jackson), Puerto Rican Naps (Rick Gonzalez), mixed-race Mike (Khleo Thomas), non-descript Boo (Marcus T. Paulk) and tomboy Tori (Jurnee Smollett) -- are aware that at the new place, they are in the presence of royalty: Sweetness (Wesley Jonathan), a skater so good he has his own entourage and theme music. He and his team have won the rink's Skate-Off every year, but X and the gang want to give him a run for his money and win the $500 prize.

The movie has great music and some how or rather Bow Wow reminds me of lil Micheal Jackson

Opinion: Church Choir

As a fervent Catholic (yes I hear you laughing) I’ve been to many churches and their masses. I believe a good mass is made of a good priest who shares his sermon well with the congregation and the choir who emotionally enrich our souls. We all can name a few good priest or 2 who does that to us, but how many of you can name me a good church choir. In Malaysia the church choir has lost its meaning, their voices do not stand out from the congregation. Tower Records motto is ‘No Music, No Life’ same goes to a mass. If there’s no proper music the congregation is dead. I think these days the church keeps a choir just for the sake of having one.

What do I expect from a choir? Well, I expect to be moved by the choir. I expect my spirits be lifted up. Haven’t you guy’s watched Sister Acts franchises or any black movies that involves church going? And said damm I wished my church choir was that good or at least half that good? There is nothing I can do to make my church choir any good nor am I bothered to do so. I think I’m living in a time where no one really cares a shit and things like choirs aren’t worth it.

Christmas Wish List

Hey,

Thank you for the gifts I got for Christmas

1. Tie Hanger - Kelvin
2. Book: The innocent - Harlen Coben - Kelvin
3. Book: The Harmony Silk Factory - Tash Aw - Shari
4. CD: Notorious B.I.G. - Alex
5. DVD: FRIENDS (Season 3-4) - Mark(Myself... Hehehe)
6. Glass - Caroline
7. A Mug - Secret Santa
8. A Philips Shaver - Mum (Finnaly)
9. Shirt: Indian Shirt - Marcia

Poem: A Lovers Touch

Thoughts as soft as velvet gently drift into my mind,
Reminiscent lover's touch, another place and time;
My body aches to hold you close,
my heart beats pure & fast,
I embrace the feel of your sweet taste, to have you here at last.

Fingertips carressing as the passion starts to rise,
the love you're making to me shines softly through your eyes,
as I feel you deep within me & I'm lost in all your charms,
the only place my heart desires is the comfort of your arms...

Diary: Christmas Shopping

Last Friday, was our 1st training session for the inter-departmental futsal tournament. All the ladies and the men joined in for a training session held in the Footy Futsal in Kelana Jaya. On Dec 17 the match begins. 5 team compete among each other of the AKN Mtech Cup. I being the organizer and all didn’t attend as I had to attend Kelvin’s Birthday party in Bangsar the Rox. The infamous Rox, the Indian pub. To all who knows me that is one thing I’m quite terrified about Indian pubs, as anything bad can happen. I was surprised to see that Kevin is back with his girlfriend. I must say I wasn’t quite that please with her to begin with but one has the right to express his opinion. I left after a couple of drinks, I left with Mel to Bar Fly where we sent the rest of the evening there.

The next day I had some very important errands to run but I overslept. We left Bar fly quite late, I think I reached home at about 4 in the morning. With a quick bath and change I headed to Midvalley. After running my errands I headed to Carrefour to get a Christmas tree for the office. I got a pre-decorated tree for RM60 sand then headed to Sg Wang to replenish my DVD stock. I got Friends season 2 now, 7 more to go. Watching friends I can’t help telling myself I’m so like Chandler. Saturday was that.

Sunday I attended mass at St John’s by myself. Mass was boring as usual they had the priest with the stroke celebrating mass. Someone should really decommission him; it’s so hard to understand what he is actually trying to say. But I guess wit the shortage of priest we will just have to do. After mass I headed to KLCC for breakfast at SFC. I had my favorite Caramel Cappuccino and croissant ham sandwich. With my paper in my hand had a very nice and quite breakfast. When the stores were open it was Christmas shopping time. I got some nice stuff, shopping is therapeutic. I got pressies for Mum, Alex, Andrew, Melman, Kelvin, Michelle, and the rest of the gang. I also visited the KL Convention Centre PC Fair. It’s a very nice place lil on the posh side, very big and has a wonderful view of the park. It was surprising to see lots of St Joseph parishioners shopping in KLCC

Movie: Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire

As the whole world claim the new installment of Harry Potter is the best of them all. I might agree but I would strongly say that the movie was not brought to life as I would have liked. Being a Potter fan myself this was my favorite title among the 6 books which has been published. One thing I noticed that lots of the book had been chopped off to cater to the Hollywood market. After seeing the movie I left with the sense of something that was missing. It was like the movie wasn’t really complete. All in all the movie was good, Hermione was sexy and we got to see a lil more femininity in her. The jealousy of Ron surges when he sees her with Viktor Krum and Harry is dumbstruck with Cho Chang who by the way lays it thick with her Scottish accent. As the author J. K. Rowling, is living in England I believe her environment has influenced her writing. It’s not every time you see a white guy eying a Chinese gal or bringing 2 Indian gals to prom. Hip, Hip Hooray for Asian gals. Now Asian men have to buck up.

The movie might have been good but my imagination when I read the book was greater.

Games: Bikini Clad Falling Woman

This one quite freeky for me. The woman drops in a never ending pit bouncing of some cussion bubbles. Its really addictive

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My current favorite show to watch other than CSI, House and ED is to watch Jamie Oliver School Dinners. Jamie has taken it on himself to teach the cooks/dinner ladies how to cook healthy and stay away from Fried Chips, nuggets and processed meat. He really had a hard time changing the mindset of these people. Let it be known that the British idea of breakfast is either everything drench with oil or a simple coke and a mars bar. Yes they are horrid but I guess our 'nasi lemak' and 'roti canai' isn't that great either is it? The biggest challenge Jamie faced was actually getting the children to taste the food. It wasn't like Jamie served you some kind of mush but it was real proper food like spaghetti Bolegnese, Lemon roasted chicken, Roasted lamb, Mashed potatoes and greens. These are meals where we pay about RM30 for a plate at least, Jamie has done an amazing budget of 0.37 pence per kid. Parents these days just lets kids be and let them take on their own path and hope they take the right path. How would the kids know? Parents should intervene.

What else amazed me that the kids didn't respect the food. Some chose not to eat at the canteen which I'm ok with and some threw away their food. Loads of em'. It made me think of my old days where my Aunty Pat now with her new grandson has lifted her to the status of Patti Pat forced us to eat something new. If she had to shove it down our throats so be it. My mum made sure my plate was clean before I could leave the table. My family has really thought me the value and how to respect it. I never waste it, but of course I do know a friend who loves wasting fod eventhough her mum has cooked it. Back to my story, the students held a protest to bring back oily nuggets and chips back to the menu some parents called the school to complain and ask them to give these students back this kind of food. Thankfully the principal didnt budge and let Jamie do what he does best.

Now Jamie's new challenge is to train 60 school lunch ladies to do the same in other schools. And whats worst is that most of them hate cooking healthy foods as well......

Diary: Maggie ! my Goddess

Last Sunday I met up with Mel in 1 Utama. We wnet to watch Drahon Squad although it was quite tempting to go watch Harry Potter. The movie was such a let down compared the the amazing thriller. I think its such a miracle to see a fat guy (Sammo Hung) be able to run and do Kung Fu moves lightning fasdt. I wish Lenny was like that... hahahaha. The plot of the movie was very weak and it wasn't really captured on the film brilliantly. But what made the movie worth my ticket price was to see Maggie Q ( The pic). She had very lil/no lines to that film, she played a sniper and a good one too. God she is so an ICON. I believe even though if I was rich and had a personality she would still be out of my league. Above all the movie sucked, the music director needed to be kicked in his arse as his choice of music was terrible.

After the movie had lunch at this Hong Kong themed restaurant and we just talked, male bonding in progress. Mel later left me at Concorde where I was so attend mr Ecng wedding dinner. There were lots of AKN and ex AKN staff there so you could say it such a happy gathering. The food was excellent. He must have spent a bomb on the wedding cost. There was free boos but I limited myself to 2 glasses as I've promised myself. I was seated in the management table like I really needed too but lukily I had Lester and Lenny. We were joking around. It was a nice wedding. I got a call from an old friend on Friday inviting me to his wedding. Boy of boy arent everyone getting married. Am I really missing something here. I feel like I'm in KL Sentral and I've lost my direction where everone else is cathing on the 'right' train.

Christmas Is Here

Its in every shopping mall you go into everywhere in KL Christmas is in the air. The wreaths are up and so are the Christmas tree. Ornaments hang on the tree bright lights shine. Seeing Santa and the reindeer everywhere I see makes me feel like a small kid. Feels warm, giggly in a way for me. Christmas is the best time of the year for me, it feels magical to me. Being the most corporate holiday ($$) the meaning has definitely been lost. Christmas is the celebration of Jesus Christ but somewhere along the line that has been forgotten by the public. Now non Christian folk celebrate Christmas associated with this red tubby guy called Santa (look left). Its amazing the definitions I get from my non Christian folk when they tell me what Christmas is all about. One of my friends said that Christmas was about exchanging gifts. Yes, he is actually right in a way; that’s the commercial way. The way how the corporate companies has led us to believe so that they can increase their quarterly profits.

I too am sucked by this escapade. Ever since getting a JOB, I was officially removed from the getting gifts part from some of my relatives and I had to give out gifts to family and relatives. I think that’s where apart of me grew up and I lost a little feeling of Christmas. I guess most of you will agree with me that celebrating your festive holidays when you were young was the best. We had nothing to care about. Christmas shopping, getting that new attire for Christmas Mass. Opening the presents on Christmas Day or just up to mischief with your cousins at your grand mum place. Good Times I must say, I wonder what ever happened to it. How did we grow up an lose this precious feeling. I still enjoy Christmas shopping but now I got to be aware of my budget. I guess that’s just it. We just care too much on these ‘important’ stuff that it clouds us from the original meaning/feeling.

Adult Content: Fake Orgasm

Woman Lie About Orgasm. Yes I did see Harry met Sally and Iwas turned on when she faked her orgasm. I just found out one of my old flames used to fake her orgasm so that I would not feel bad, it was not like I was bad in bed or anything. (Free Trial to all those Intrested for test run). Dam I feel hurt, like a wonded bear with a bad bruised ego. Discussing further with my friend apparently all women does it at one point or the other. Its their way to make the men feel BIG, pampered. Not being happy I asked a couple of my gal pals and it was the same thing. They faked orgasm one point or other. I guess women have us in their pinky finger when it comes to making us feel good. And all this time we (MEN) thought we were the Kings and we were doing a god job.

Knowing the fact at that time my woman faked orgasm made me wonder was I really that bad in bed. I hope all the women I've been with havent been faking their orgasm. But you never know I guess those who keeps coming back for more (You know who you are) arent faking it. Well it obvious that men can never know when she is faking and when she is not because we would be to busy in the game. Which makes me wonder have men faked sex. Hmm I guess so, You like the gal and when you find her in bed not what you expected to be or the worst case those rubbish sex. Then the question comes the next morning, how was it. You cant say it to her thats 'it was utter rubbish' or worst still ' it was like humping a sack of potatoes'. I dont even want to hear that said to me either. So we lie our way and hope we dont meet again or worst case we break it off. MEN ! ! Pigs !! If men are Pigs women would be.... even in name calling men and woman are not in the csame kind. Sigh ....

American Pie: Band Camp

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Diary: Quick Re-cap and mumblings

It’s been really long since I’ve blogged something in here. I’ve been extremely busy with work and socializing with clients for the past couple of weeks. I packed the pounds and I need too shed them immediately before Christmas. It’s bad enough people are saying that I’m catching up to Lenny. Damm…

Speaking about Lenny, his mother is much better now, she has been removed from the CCU (Something like ICU) ward to the normal surgical ward. She is speaking now compared to the last time I met her. I admire Lenny sometimes, in front of his mum he pulls up a strong stable man able to laugh at anything. Laughter is the best medicine they say and I guess he’s the Patch Adams to his mother. Sometimes I do wonder what I would do if such a fate had befallen me would I be strong nor bothered enough to take care of my parents. Yes you heard me. Those of you who know me would definitely know I’m no model son.

Last 2 weeks I finally met up with Melman. It’s been ages since I met him. We chilled at Thai club and bar fly. Thai club has changed for the worse I’m sad to say. We went there to meet up with Nick to catch up on old times. As usual Nick paid no attention to me I was best being a ghost. We left to Barfly where the music and the crowd was much more happening. Gave the eye to some women, talked to a few. Amazing some of them think I’m an expact, (I’m smiling) took no ladies or number back though. Not really that interested yet. Loads of things for me accomplish before I get woman. Though I don’t mind the company though.

Last week has been an Open house galore for me. Since Monday right up to Friday there was a bukak puasa function I had to go to. That’s the prime reason where the fat has been packing on to. It began on Friday in Park Royal, dinner with Celcom, the most boring bunch of people you will ever meet. It’s like talking to chalk. No wonder loads of people have left Celcom and claim that the people who run it are idiots. The next Monday was
Maxis that was held in Concorde ballroom. This was a proud, snobbish group except this nice beautiful gal who was in charged of a project who was keen for us to enter. Her name was Mazura I think. Sweet Lady, quite friendly.

Tuesday was Concorde again at a place called Melting Pot; it was for the corporate team function I was just enjoying the food. Very nice that had lemonade slush and the food was Negeri Sembilan cuisine. Really rich kind of food ‘berlemak’ if you know what I mean. They had tripe which was so delicious and prawns... yum yum. Wednesday was Sheraton Subang for DiGi. It was my 1st there the food was so-so only the group of people from DiGi was very friendly and I was in my corporate mode selling the company products. Fishing for new contracts.

There was no function of Thursday, thank god but Friday was Hilton PJ. Besides finding a parking was difficult The buffet line was horrendously organize. I didn’t really know where to begin nor end. It didn’t help that there was such a big crowd. I hate crowds so it threw me off. It was also Lester Birthday and we celebrated it weather he liked it or not. We all chipped it and got him a Raoul cufflink and Liverpool Team best goals VCD. Hope he like it.
After dinner, the guys wanted me to follow them for a movie. I agreed I followed Lennys car and made a lil detour to the hospital to meet his mother then we headed to Brew ball for some pool. It’s been ages since I played pool. It’s good that I still suck at it. We played for a couple of hours before the movie ‘GOAL’; it was not really what I expected. Quite weak plot and not much of skills shown for a football movie. Highlight of the movie was watching Liverpool lose 3-2.

Saturday I woke up at 11 after yesterday’s escapade till 3 in the morning. I was really lazy to go out but I forced myself to leave home at 4. I headed to Midvalley; I headed to Jusco for a new pair of work shoes. I also got a new Nike bag which was on sale. I had dinner by myself at Chilies. I had steak and stout while I read my book. The person next to me was trying to hit on the bartender. It was really sad. I left back home tired lugging my shopping items. Mum was hogging the TV with the Vanavil so I had the new HOT magazine, they had cover on celebrity tattoos. Paris Hilton has a rosary tattoo on her ankle which I find offensive. How can you have something sacred on your feet?

Short Prayer

This entry if for my best friends mother. She is sick and I would like to post a get well prayer for her. Which so happens to be from St Augustine.. hahah m,u dad

Prayer for the Sick
Watch, O Lord, with those who wake, or watch, or weep tonight, and give your angels charge over those who sleep. Tend your sick ones, O Lord Christ. Rest your weary ones. Bless your dying ones. Soothe your suffering ones.P ity your afflicted ones. Shield your joyous ones. And for all your love's sake. Amen. ~ Saint Augustine

Poem: Unknown

I got this on the Star Youth. It kind of had a mix reflection in my life. Sharing it with you...

I knew that someday it would end,
I knew I'd eventually have to go back to calling you a friend,
Its killing me that now that the day has come,
If it's for the best then where is the pain coming from

I know that deep inside, this is what
I had to do,But it's breaking my heart to walk away from you,
I'm trying my best to appear strong,
But it's hard when a part of me says that in your arms I belong.

I still love you with all my heart,
That's not going to change even though we are apart,
You were my first love and my first kiss,
There are so many of our special times that I'm going to miss.

All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true,
But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you,
I think you need me as a friend to help you through,
Because there are things I can't control that are hurting you
Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be,

But for now please dont stop loving me,
Even though I'm not yours I'll still be here,
With a shoulder to cry on, or a sympathetic ear,
The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye,
But our story wont be over until the day we die,Until we meet again.

Diary: Sleepy Head, A Wedding and A Pissed of Friend (Part 2)

Well, the wedding ended at about 10.30pm, the lot of us decided to head back. Eddie gave me a lift back home. I felt a lil tipsy when I reached home; I guess the wine was kicking in. I took my bath and sat down to read my book so I could fall asleep faster but I ended up watching the 1st half of the England – Austria game. I was hoping for England to lose and not qualify for the World Cup but to my disappointment they did. I woke up on Sunday and didn’t attend mass. I know I’m a sinner but who’s not. Ever since I’ve been back from London. I’ve had the notion to migrate over there and settle down. Weird part is I feel much more comfortable there than here. The idea of starting a new life in a foreign place seems quite appealing to me. There isn’t anything much for me to be here anyway, segregating myself with the people I know would make the transition process easier not to be missed. I’m really thinking about, maybe not London but someplace foreign. Start afresh.

The week has been hectic as usual, Monday was as usual meeting day. But I had loads to do as we were getting ready for the launch of Yahoo Singapore; we are lil behind schedule. Yesterday I went to University Hospital to visit Lennys mum who is about to undergo a minor surgery. Its nice to see a Lenny banter with his mum and make fun just to ease of the tension in the air. Lenny’s mum is quite worried about the surgery, who wouldn’t even I would if I had to go through it. Its nice to know that UH is a very kept and the nurses are hot.

Diary: Sleepy Head, A Wedding and A Pissed of Friend (Part 1)

The fasting month has started and that only means only one thing Bazaar Ramadan. All kind of food delicacies will be at my disposable. But I haven’t made good use of it as work has taken the toll of me. Again I’m faced with the toil of management. Now they judge my trust in the company. I hate it when my loyalty is questioned. Hmm the thought of screwing them has been in my mind for so long. The company share is no better, my house down payment is due by the end of the year lets see how it goes. Those who owe’s me money better start paying up please, I think I’ve asked quite nicely we don’t want it to be ugly do we? I’m thinking of taking a 2 day holiday, just do nothing go for a movie maybe next week Thursday and Friday.

Last Friday, I was invited over to Lenny’s house for dinner. Lenny lives in Bandar Sri Petaling (I Think). It’s a nice place, a newly built apartment. He has made it quite homely. If you notice these days all apartments/condominiums has an open kitchen, meaning to say it some how is apart of the living room. I don’t really fancy this design as kitchen should be a kitchen and living room be a living room. It should have boundaries. His mother fish curry which was delicious, and to those who know me I stay away from fish but the curry was excellent, she also did a sausage dish. I got some Ayamas roaster on the way, not wanting to come to the house empty handed. I had a lil chat with the mother. She was telling me about her injured leg and how she was coping with it. The doctor suspects that there is a twisted vain in her leg, most likely she is will undergo a minor surgery.

Lenny left me at Salak South station and I headed back home, the train ride felt short as I was quite into my new book. Back home after a long hot shower I headed to my room to continue with my book, I slept while reading my book. I woke up quite late the next day, it was close to 11. I seem to be really tired these days I wonder why? I didn’t really want to wake up but I had too, Andrew was at home so there goes my peaceful afternoon. There was nothing to eat at home for lunch so I decided to go to Sg Wang and get something. I placed an order at my DVD Shop, I was due to pick it up on Saturday. I got Chicken rice for the both of us and headed back. While lunch I watched a DVD I just got, it was an old Black Comedy staring the Wayans brothers. It was growing up in the hood kind of story. I headed to my room to do lil cleaning; my room is a never ending pig’s sty all thanks to my lovely brothers.

In the evening there was a wedding for me to attend my colleague Alicia was finally tying the knot with her long boy friend Mike. I was there quite early; I decided to give Mel a ring. It’s been a long time seen I spoke or meet up with him. Mel picked up the phone with a hint of annoyance in his voice. I don’t blame the guy; I’ve managed to break all the promises when we were supposed to meet. I was supposed to call him after the wedding to meet up but again I screw it up but not calling him. It was late anyway when the wedding finished. The wedding was held at Summer Palace a Thai Thong restaurant. It was 9 course meal which tasted excellent. They had a slide show of their wedding done previously. Their wedding car was an Evo 7 well kept. Looked new.

Phone Subjects

Recently I too have had a crush on someone, and striking up a conversation is such a hard thing. Especially when u call her on her hand phone. They expect you to talk and ask questions they don’t ask you back anything, not as often as you anyway. When I was having my chat with Shari that when her crush has nothing to say he asks about the weather. I laughed my head off when Shari told me about it but yesterday I used that’s same line. I kicked myself over the head for saying that line. What the hell was I thinking?

It’s been a real long time since I’ve done this and I think I’m failing at it. I need help! ! !